Basically grew up smart but in an unstable environment. No idea what I wanted or where to go or what to do.

No followthrough in anything in life.

btw, still have a visceral distrust of anything "long term"

I am a independent student I pay my studies and my bills still no debt 😂

hmmn

@extremeZ-TOWN That's my plan for the electrical engineering degree.

Right now, I have to get out from under the MBA debt.

@Xychotic good I am happy you are take steps in the right direction

i think mostly long term... 😛

@HotNoob me short term because I can't afford to look to far into the future

Exactly.

However, the degree did help me break that habit.

i started thinking long term when i was young, because it was all i could do.
just had to wait.
do my time.

long term is what kept me going.

"long term" for me was enough to make sure I paid rent.

Well I have to answer to the flemish State about my grades so I can not afford failure

I got my shit sorted out after I was hospitalized and a cripple for a year

Great motivator if you ask me

After that, I started a new school, with the aim to get a degree in project management.

@Xychotic Damm brother hope you are ok now

Transferred all my credits, got 3.99 as a bachelor and 3.95 or 3.89 as a Master.

O.O

I am doing a graduate program would be your equivalent of a technical degree I think

In what?

thank god that i've been so lucky in many ways.

still not divorce raped, still never broken a bone...
nerve damage was a scare, but i got past it.

Oh, so you can work out now?

@Xychotic network management

not really, i could, but it would probably damage me.

I fuckin' knew that... you told me earlier.

Wow, not braining very much today...

im still walking though!

lol

still able to life heavy shit, and do what i want. so i consider it a win.

just no working out

I am sill waking up it's 0750 here so

6 hrs ahead of me

or maybe i could work out, i donno.

I suggest reading "Body by Science"

I have 2 jobs a girlfriend and still I hit the gym like thots hit the wall

Hey by any chance you guys can help me create a name for an new orkclan, 40k idea.

lol, "like thots hit the wall"

@Xychotic to spice up the convo