*shrugs*

lol radio silence when i come in lol

like you guy's think i am a spy or something 😄

just not much going on, for me at least.

me neither man in between jobs start as a waiter again (fml) but finally have a project to work in with friends so hopefully that will grow into something

wish i had a long term fix for depression... fawk! lol

just hate when it hits...

>.<

it hits like a motherfucker. -__-

i wonder what causes it...

but for me when that happens i just keep listening to Alan Watts on repeat:P or Carl Jung

Just fill your “empty” time with activities tbh

Dont let your mind think about the finite amount of time you have, or the lies youve been sold.

Worrying to much causes it. i think like you put yourself in this downward spiral but it allway's starts so small man you probally don't notice it. like say for instance you get up to go to the city and need to take the car. As you walk outside you notice you forgot you're key's in the bedroom. A thought flashes in your head and you may even mutter it; Fucking idiot or moron something like that. And that is where it begins i think stupid shit like that.

my body needs rest... work too much lol

so cant really get too much activities in

or so i feel like i cant

what time is it over there then?

8:44pm

its 4.44 am here

came home and was just depressed as fuck!

couldnt even make dinner

got subway... and i know im gonna regret subway cause it bloats me up lol

i'ts maybe a burnout man be carefull

im always burning out ahahaha 😛

well

comes and goes

cause like you said working a lot not much time for anything else. rlly man take a day and rest

rlly rest like be mindfull and shit to say it corny but it's true man

building my cabin in september will be 2 weeks "off"

tried playing video games yesterday, but just so boring these days

but thats something else man. That's for YOU and maybe some friends thats good man!

>.<

yeah man me too i just uninstalled rainbow siege the other day lol i was fuck this man what do i get out of this you know? like nothing, my friends and i like legit arguments about that shit game i was like fuck it. Fuck this game that doesn't give anything back what so ever.

are video games just getting worse? or am i / we getting older? lol.

I believe some of us will always have those thoughts. Thoughts that have self deprecation inherit in them.

Im one of those, but I like self deprecating humour as well

Many comedians have it as well

no they are getting worse there are a few companies that still deliver like Rockstar and cd project red but its a dying breed my friend.

Even philosophers

Yeah especially mainstream games, they’re completely shit