i fucking bent the metal into the shape of my fingers like a chimp, because i thought i was dying

nice

i'll be the first to admit it ranks really high among the dumbest shit i have ever done

especially concidering i mixed it with a bunch of weed and alcohol

when I was like 16 I ate four space cakes that my brother had prepared. It was my first drug experience. Bad.

fugg

this is the only bad trip I had, excluding salvia

salvia is weird

I feel like a bitch.

so my friends say

it's 'technically' a dissociative, but not anesthesic.

All I have is weed and it's not even shit I get myself, I get it through a friend.

so you get to khole and you suffer doing so 😂

@Sham dont, if you dont do it theres nothig to be upset about

It's probably good though since it's basically used as an antidepressant.

but yes don't underestimate weed

I used to smoke everyday and it was terrible. Everytime I was sober I wanted to kys.

now I only drug once a week every mondays, and spend rest of the time sober. it is great.

i think to some extent everyone who does any drugs is rolling the dice on ruining their lives/ killing themselves somehow

it really depends what drugs but I kinda agree in general

no, any drugs can kill you if you abuse them, even once

had a mate who did the same tabs i did, he nearly got hit by a truck after running off

I have to disagree

there are substances who's lethal dosage is impossible to realistically reach

if he got hit by the truck it would not have been the drug that killed him

yeah, but if something alters your mental state there is no telling what you might do, its the drug that causes you to lose inhibitions generally

It would have been the side effects, sure.

If something makes you so fucked up you actively or accidentally off yourself, that's probably too much drugs.

sure, no one has smoked weed to death, but we still have to wrestle the car keys out of our friends hands because he wants to go on a road trip or some dumb shit

right

i would literally never drug and drive

but it's probably because I have motorcycle and not car :-D

like i said, my opinion is that its a roll of the dice, sure it might not be the drugs that kill you, but you never know what will happen when your in any kind of altered state

I'm disabled and can't drive and shit, so weed was more an alternative to antidepressants.

care to share what disability?

I really didn't do well on any of the ones they tried putting me on. That is a considerable risk of them.

It's a lot of nonspecific ones. It's not important right now anyways.

is it mental?

Well, it's like one from each category.

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I can tell you outright I'm blind in one eye and that means even if I did get a license, I can't drive at night.