Message from @spaqin

Discord ID: 400395755841519627


2018-01-09 21:06:32 UTC  

time to move on to birbs

2018-01-09 21:06:42 UTC  

I appreciate it if you would be nice to me

2018-01-09 21:06:53 UTC  

not even sending pics because my tries are too pathetic

2018-01-09 21:07:08 UTC  

Dude dont fucking do it

2018-01-09 21:07:19 UTC  

take up rugby if you feel like hurting yourself.

2018-01-09 21:07:19 UTC  

Stop talking to yourself like thie

2018-01-09 21:07:28 UTC  

It doesnt sound like it

2018-01-09 21:07:37 UTC  

But depression is a mindset

2018-01-09 21:07:42 UTC  

You can overcome it

2018-01-09 21:07:55 UTC  

Theres good medication if you need it

2018-01-09 21:08:08 UTC  

And good people to talk to that will help you ouy

2018-01-09 21:08:22 UTC  

well, it is a chemical imbalance, but one that's been demonstrated treatable by cbt

2018-01-09 21:08:26 UTC  

brainne is a weird organ

2018-01-09 21:08:27 UTC  

There's people like you that have been there as well in this very chat

2018-01-09 21:08:41 UTC  

Ye it is

2018-01-09 21:08:45 UTC  

realtalk if you have any means to, go see a shrink, give cbt a go over meds imo

2018-01-09 21:08:56 UTC  

Ye

2018-01-09 21:09:01 UTC  

See a shrink tho

2018-01-09 21:09:04 UTC  

They wont force you

2018-01-09 21:09:13 UTC  

You have full control

2018-01-09 21:09:47 UTC  

no time

2018-01-09 21:09:52 UTC  

exception: if you have yourself committed

2018-01-09 21:09:58 UTC  

Tbh wanting to be dead gives you full control

2018-01-09 21:10:12 UTC  

You are a clean slate

2018-01-09 21:10:29 UTC  

No laws stop you

2018-01-09 21:10:30 UTC  

🦐 👌

2018-01-09 21:10:35 UTC  

but you have to go out of your way to be committed

2018-01-09 21:10:46 UTC  

you have to either pay for it and fill out a mountain of paperwork or like

2018-01-09 21:10:51 UTC  

You can be a Goddamn racecar driver

2018-01-09 21:11:00 UTC  

try to kill yourself while in the little 72 hour state hospital thing

2018-01-09 21:11:22 UTC  

Mine was 2 weeks

2018-01-09 21:11:23 UTC  

so avoid those two things and you have full control of the situation with a shrink

2018-01-09 21:11:34 UTC  

Some woman tried to jump when I was there

2018-01-09 21:11:38 UTC  

@Shrimpf depends on where you are, probably

2018-01-09 21:12:03 UTC  

I have never thought about suicide again

2018-01-09 21:12:10 UTC  

Well the occassional human thought of

2018-01-09 21:12:17 UTC  

i have but i always remind myself i still have work to do

2018-01-09 21:12:18 UTC  

you dont pay for seeing a shrink here

2018-01-09 21:12:21 UTC  

idk about america

2018-01-09 21:12:21 UTC  

I wish I was dead to avoid X

2018-01-09 21:12:44 UTC  

But actual suicide hell no