lol

works by suppressing your response to adrenaline or something along the lines

that sounds nice

really though if you honestly want a drug to ease social interaction, and you want something otc and/or legal, alcohol is THE drug for that

just moderate yourself

but I would rather not get in a motorcycle accident with my adrenaline suppressed

same as taking amphetamines when you need to get a lot of work done yknow

amphetamines is great

I've slipped in and out of "functional" alcoholism

i mean don't _ride your motorcycle_ drunk

i am just too scared of strokes to do them much nowdays

have two drinks at the bar/party/whatever

and talk to the girls there

i used to be alcoholic

>Talk to girls

but how do I get to the party in the first place tho

very rarely drink now, maybe a couple drinks a month

I don't consider it to have gotten terribly bad at any stage but there have been times where I just sit in my room and drink the day away

Just grab a lady by the tits

and before I know it, it's night time

grab her by le pussy!! XD !!X D

Shrimp protip

and another day has been wasted

No day is wasted

gh, i'm remembering some bad times now mentioning that

You're breathing aren't ya

@Kaytee plz tell us

I didn't base it off of nothing

lived off odd jobs, little bit of sex work, and the occasional it consulting, and spent nearly all of it on the cheapest vodka and gin money could buy

Wait you did sex work?

now and then, helped make ends meet

Male or female?

>sex work

the it consulting was _very_ occasional and mostly just a matter of taking advantage of people without the network to hire someone with a better resume than me

at the time, male

how often do you get clients <:thenk:329322130804047872>

well, i had Feelings, but yknow, presented and identified as male at the time

wait did you transitioned

or

Feelings™

>at the time