Message from @BIRDzone

Discord ID: 405167545767690240


2018-01-23 01:07:40 UTC  

i just hope those meds don't make it worse

2018-01-23 01:07:52 UTC  

what's etizolam

2018-01-23 01:08:03 UTC  

benzodiazepine, anxiolytic

2018-01-23 01:08:14 UTC  

don't mix psychedelics with prescribed meds

2018-01-23 01:08:37 UTC  

only serotonergic psychedelics and SSRI's

2018-01-23 01:08:48 UTC  

as long as it does not affect serotonin you would be fine

2018-01-23 01:08:59 UTC  

but polydrug usage still has a higher chance to be neurotoxic

2018-01-23 01:09:20 UTC  

oh if it's just ssri then ya

2018-01-23 01:09:29 UTC  

i have read so much about the stuff

2018-01-23 01:09:38 UTC  

and yet I still managed to mess my brain

2018-01-23 01:10:03 UTC  

I'm really anxious and I'd love to knock myself out with difenhydramine but I'm laying it off till next week

2018-01-23 01:10:11 UTC  

good

2018-01-23 01:10:20 UTC  

fuckin😠

2018-01-23 01:10:23 UTC  

grr

2018-01-23 01:10:34 UTC  

aaaaAAaaAA

2018-01-23 01:10:42 UTC  

it is weird you did not felt the aftereffects

2018-01-23 01:10:49 UTC  

ya idk?

2018-01-23 01:10:52 UTC  

but we will see with 300mg

2018-01-23 01:10:57 UTC  

I am curious to see the result

2018-01-23 01:10:58 UTC  

what were they supposed to be

2018-01-23 01:11:10 UTC  

maybe I didn't notice lol

2018-01-23 01:11:12 UTC  

depersonalisation and feeling that everything is a dream

2018-01-23 01:11:31 UTC  

i had that when I took pills

2018-01-23 01:11:34 UTC  

sometimes you think you hallucinated things but they actually happened

2018-01-23 01:11:35 UTC  

but not after

2018-01-23 01:12:00 UTC  

I think I've experienced that

2018-01-23 01:12:14 UTC  

I thought I was dreaming preparing food for myself

2018-01-23 01:12:19 UTC  

but I actually did

2018-01-23 01:12:31 UTC  

and didn't even clean anything up

2018-01-23 01:12:52 UTC  

Bird, I like you

2018-01-23 01:12:56 UTC  

such a strange feeling

2018-01-23 01:12:58 UTC  

Why not just sleep all day <:thenk:329322130804047872>

2018-01-23 01:12:59 UTC  

you guys are nice

2018-01-23 01:13:03 UTC  

like

2018-01-23 01:13:04 UTC  

god damn

2018-01-23 01:13:06 UTC  

furries

2018-01-23 01:13:07 UTC  

are

2018-01-23 01:13:08 UTC  

terrible

2018-01-23 01:13:12 UTC  

they did bad things to me

2018-01-23 01:13:14 UTC  

I like u too !!!! 💙

2018-01-23 01:13:20 UTC  

and it feels ironic