you gotta stop the drugs man

And then I got weeks without working and spend my money

you really do

Without them I can't function

yes you can

you just dont want to

Since when

rack and stack for i'd say two months before the winter comes whiel you're stuck with crazy grandma, get to like 2k at the minimum mark, then in decemberish time make a decision on getting your own place or rack and stack more or something

and cuz you depressed and shit sucks you need that high to get you threw it seems

Yeah

talk to and draw closer to Father

i will make things better

put your faith and trust in him

That doesn't help

it does

you gotta be sincere about it tho

damn son how fucked up are you that you are blowing 650 dollars a week? you should be richer than me lmao

I can't let go of the anger and hatred

I didn't blow it in a week

anger and hatred to or for what

I made it in a week then spent it over a month

and if you cant get rid of it, ask Father to

ah i gotcha

I've asked

but you don't work every week and thus get another 650?

fall on your face admit your wrong and ask again

and mean it

Cause I run out of pills

what kind of pills?

surrender to him

I feel like it's too late for that

Klonopin and Adderall

cuz right now it seems your only surrendering to your pills

its not to late

My life is already so fucked

wasnt to late for dude on cross next to Messiah

And my mind especially

lol aren't you young though?

23 with nothing

lol

I have no friends