Ah that's cool.

God has forsaken me

then stop doing drugs and being pathetic

and no he has not

Sounds like you hate your sin, Joshua. That's a first step.

Nah God loves anyone even you.

What drugs Joshua:?

When Im sober I'm still the same price of shit coward

Benzos adderall

What are you affriad of?

Alc

I have low self esteem

Those are pills. Simple chemistry.

Those are not even real drugs dude.

Im afraid of people and just leaving the house in general

Heroin is a real drug.

Well that's my future

Ah...it's okay to have fear.

Just put on a smile.

And act like you are brave.

Wow great advice

if you got low self esteem, then your worrying about the WRONG things dale

Why didn't I think of that the last 7 years

worldy things

let um go

Joshua I will tell you a story.

Just kill me

I can't let go

Pls God

well if you say you cant then dont expect to

Take my life

There was a leader who led all kids in the village. All the kids were affraid of everything.

I tried and failed everytime

then try again

The Leader died one day.

I hate society

but doing the same shit over and over is not truly trying

that just means your insane

And the biggest coward in the village was this kid.

so do i dale

So he just started acting as a leader