I've been doing pills since 17

and not for a season, but for GOOD

i smoked pawt for like 18 years dude

let it go

I cant

yes you can

Being sober does me no good

you saying you cant just means you dont want to

Someone prescribed you pills at start?

I'm even worse sober

No

I buy them

yet wanna whine about the consequence your bringing unto your self

Yes

Joshua those pills are not drugs.

Lsd is a drug.

But I want to die because of it

Cocaine is a drug.

then stop doing it

Heroin is a drug.

your chasing your own tail dude

Drugs didn't destroy my self esteem

then are bad cuz you got bite marks on your tail

stop doing it

its really that simple

self esteem is overrated

How much do you weight Joshua?

screw it

The drugs didn't destroy me

Society did

I let them

And now it's too late

I understand.

yet you say i wanna die, iam a pathetic drug addict, then claim drugs didnt hurt your self esteem

your not being honest with us or your self

Joshua when I was a 4 year old

put down the drugs

I saw a guy cheating at poker

I called him out for cheating

So the man right across him jumped pulled out a knife and stabbed him in the heart

you know the one parable Jesus spoke of dale