And lasted till I was like 13

yea that makes sense

How

it's tied to your fear when you hit around puberty the fear isn't the same and you began to learn to not give your fear attention

Ah

Now I'm a
fearful person again though

That's y I take benzos

your parents splitting up made you insecure, your dad though helped mollify your fear because he wasn't a strong man couldn't totally get rid of it totally, but when he be awake and you around him or doing stuff with him you were not afraid, but when he go to sleep your fear kick in

yea well i mean in adolescence your fear morphed into anxiety which is why you do drugs like benzos

"fear is the mindkiller" ---Dune

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=64-FuHHyr8s

when you're a child you're more susceptible to fear too, which explains why your friends could hear it but your parents couldn't, and then being around the women relatives heightens your fear because they purposefully fuck with you and they are themselves not strong in a spiritual sense, it's not the same strength as that of the father

you never overcame your fear totally, this is why you still have anxiety, you just simply got older so it's not the same

hi

howdy canyon

how are you?

good join the chat

Nah its too late today

but i will tommarow

I bet its AMAZIN

haha okay have a nice evening

https://www.today.com/food/why-does-n-out-print-bible-verses-its-cups-wrappers-t164235

I had no idea this happened

https://youtu.be/qxOeWuAHOiw

that was a snoozefest

people like kanye can create, but when it comes to trying to explain something it's always jibberish

Was it

I'm like 10 mins in

Any redpills?

more like sleeping pills

I couldn't make it past an hour

LMAO I love this Mr rogers anti Trump ad

wheres the blast crater??

It's super cringe super gay

who

Mr Rogers

never heard of her

https://youtu.be/1mg7YohZ-ZY

Lol I keep getting it as an ad on videos