I've been attracted.

ah sorry i cannot relate to that, i am not attracted to dark things, what i was drawn to was wanting truth

Guess it started with Alfred Hitchcock!!

It's not that I'm attracted...I just want to know about it.

i can understand that people are curious

And that bothers me. Kind of like the rubber neckers.

are we at risk when we do not know, or are we at more risk knowing

Good question. I guess I've become much more aware of good and evil and that draws me closer to the Lord.

well true, and what i did discover is it confirmed the bible even more by discovering how wicked and evil truly is and why the judgement is as harsh as is it

What good has it done me to know about Epstein?

to know about epstein is to understand what evils we are up against and why things are the way they are

but on the other hand once the information is in your brain cells , there is no getting rid of it

Yeah, knowing definitely has made a difference in my Bible reading.

it trully messes with one's mind and peace of mind

now imagine you write the check every time you pay a tax.

i cannot imagine the horrors many children had suffered before their death, i look at God helplessly going wow why didn't you empower me to rescue them

the horrific behavior is paid for by us.....at every level. That is why we need to know what is going on.

exactly Groot, doesn't that just make you want to puke

Yes it does. Reading the chans really got to me. I did some deep diving and had to get away from it.

yes groot and tn

What our taxes go for has truly had an effect on me!!!

i at times step away to get my mind on something uplifting but i always find self back on it again

yes Tn

The evil

the gull and nerve of those evil doers to even think of just evils and worse yet they act out on it AND WORSE THAN THAT they enjoy it and get addicted to it, i am like wow , i am speechless

And your benevolent donations ...what about all the non-profit people have been trained to donate to over the years...

Yep. Disgusting

Better to help people face to face.

oh definately groot, i have stopped donations entirely, if i see a need in my community, i will buy the items and drop it off , i refuse to give money out anymore

Me too @Zyrenn

That's it @TnFarmGal benevolence in your community...know where it is going so people can be held accountable.

There are some homeless .folks here that I help

if someone needs gas , i will fill their tank up, or if someone needs food, i will buy them groceries and leave it at their door step , or if they need coats etc i will buy a store gift card that can only be used at that store

never again will i send money to any charity or organization, NEVER ever

Churches also need to re-engage at the community level....provide for there community 1st and foremost. The exception would be when natural disaster strikes....

im kind of jealous of earlier generations and the lives they had back before electricity and machines

yes Groot!

Perhaps the evil that has been unveiled has led me to something better. Can't exactly put it into words.

ah Tn

knowing the truth is vital

Oh @Zyrenn I have always wished that I had lived a long, long time ago.