a gun

a bullet

enough strength to pull the trigger

What is he an Antifa member or something?
Who can’t pull a trigger?

Can your brain process nazbol?

@Victor Von Doom Generally today its much better, it seems to be something to od with anxiety. Severe panic just crawling under my skin, comes about when the days are the shortest and I can fully imagine not existing as delusional as that is when my research says otherwise. Its not thanatophobia but moreso it seems to be some sort of panic disorder.

It should be noted ive been around death more than the average person, the amount of human bodies nad body parts ive held is absurd. But i never had an issue with it until last year.

And I do excercise a lot. decently fit fellow trying to get myself a 4 pack because my body type will forever withhold from me a proper 6 pack. (It might have something to do with sleep deprivation idk, im gonna get psychological counseling in twoish weeks)

(chances are i study death itself a lot, its hard not to have an existential crisis then)

First sleep more, though not excessively. This will fix your sleep deprivation and possibly aid you, very least making other methods of help more effective.

The phycological counselling is a very wise choice. I have never had it but my brother has and it is very helpful from what I have heard. Due to my lack of knowledge on your exact problem I can only provide general tips. The counsellor should be able to do more than any random discord user would.

Get more sun and fresh air if possible

That too is great advice

More exposure to a natural environment is always good.

True, its odd ive been craving some survivalist shit, some brutal life, one year in the wild

i could make it but id be miserable but oddlty enough i get the sense that it would help me

Still thanks for the advice, ill be setting up my forge outside and spending much more time outside

If you are able to get some pals and just go backpacking or camping for a weekend or so it can help. Every couple of months I go with some guys from youth camping, I always feel very fresh after. Even one night sleeping outside can rejuvenate someone significantly.

why do people want me to become involved in their insignificant problems?

should i want to make myself interact with others and try to uphold a image that's reputable to others?

@JogaFlame power comes with connections

connections are made thru friendship, and are typically the most powerful connections

Though power isn’t everything it is just a pathway to being able to do or influence more to whatever ends you want. Some for the greater good, others for self gain, and crazies who have no aim.

How do I self improve

@turdlicka420 first improve your mind, read more, research, etc give a shit about education

To self improve the mind, body, and soul must all be worked on. A weak genius or muscular person with no purpose and values isn’t what makes a person whole. You need your soul healthy for purpose and to direct your life. You need your mind not necessarily smart but also willpower so you may have the strength to endure. And finally body because that will lead to longevity and overall health which improves quality of life. You need all of these to live life to the fullest and to make yourself the best you you can be.

Nah, just cut off your dick.

become a stoic

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Na I am stoic I’m an indian

That makes sense @Victor Von Doom

@turdlicka420 are you going to execute the jews?

What

What u talking abt @Aztec

I said

ARE YOU GOING TO

You know

Deal damage

2 what

My bad I’m drunk

I ain’t too sure what u tryna day

SayI*

I’ll deal damage to anybody