Everyone has an identity crisis

I never was happy

Yea I mean neither are all poets ever

I just got kicked out of a support group for going on about how they were all bugmen telling me to seek all professional help.

I did they pushed religion onto me

Telling me to convert.

Tired of it

I hate existing

This world doesnt... feel right.

I'm not religious but tbh I think just being in a religious community or being apart of a church could help people socialize

Nah didnt help me

They told me I was going to hell for masturbating.

Well women arent gonna givee me what I want

I dont even like women 9/10 times anyway.

I only ever am attracted if they're cosplaying someone who isnt from here

and I also get really odded out when women moan my name.

Would you say you're sexually frustrated with women?

More like... I dont like shit here.e

Like... to be frank

I've been attracted to fictional chars.

People are beyond looks man

Not real people.

And i've been this way since?

I was a kid

People that were designed to be perfect just can't exist

Thats why I like cons.

I meet women dressed as said stuff.

Thats why when I smoked DMT

I came to the conclusion this world was hell

quite the OPPOSITE

of most people

It also made me an alchoholic

rather than cure it

Damn that's a lot of negative things in your life no wonder you hate it

Yeah...

Well I live in jersey

I'm like you know the "vietnam war vet"

who laughs at dead bodies collects human ears

and shit

That archtype?

Thats basically me