I think you have a false idea of what masculinity is

It doesn't exist as it's a man made concept.

To me it's stucking up for yourseelf no matter what

and speaking the truth dispite odds

and not being "passive" at all

You're you, but if you want to identify yourself as very male then that's fine.

well it doesnt help the fucking college I was in

tried to push this "genderfluid" shit onto me

What did you major in

saying I had masculine and feminine patterns in my brain

writing

i used to write professionally

What do you write about

cyberpunk shit

fanfiction

future wars

ect

i made maps and shit

madee alter egos

made chars

Oh I love geography and map making

realities i wish.. i was in

i hate this world

I dont like who I am physcally

the fact I literally "become" the chars when I write about them

and role play and act them

You're more than your body man, you have a personality and an energy inside of you

i think fucked my mentality

i miss it

I wish I was

i wanna go to the cons...

but no she thinks i'll get arrested for being "transphobic"

cause she KNOWS i associate with the alt right

i only do cause the left is anti sceince

They got movements like feminism fat acceptance and multi genders

thats anti science

Like she said "oh you'll edn up going with a girl find out shee's trans and get arrested"

and refuses to let me go

like god...

I'm pissed she knows about traps and crossplaying now

I know politics can be confusing and frustrating sometimes, but I think you should find some interests outside of that.