There is no will; there is only Eternal Misery.

If you are so drained

Why be here

Because the voices in my head scream at me to.

Bullshit

And because it kills time until my mother dies so I can finally kill myself in peace.

Whatever.

Believe me or not. I'm here.

This is what I am.

Jewgene knows.

You may yourself believe or espouse it

Whatever.

But the truly hopeless are different

Show me something different then. Go try and fix it and watch what happens.

They have a manner of resignation

And you can claim that all you want, I'm right and you know it.

Whereas you are diffide t

How so? Point it out.

Did I ever send you the pastebin?

So, point it out. How am I different from the truly hopeless?

http://www.deathmetal.org/news/ripper-planning-euro-trip/

http://www.deathmetal.org/news/ripper-planning-euro-trip/

Or maybe even the hopeless have something that I don't?

No. I would like to discuss this with you further but am at work

**Don't. Lie.**

And why would you being at work have a difference on it? I only have internet access at work.

Not a desk job

Or does your job actually involve doing things.

Of course.

The other issue is phone typing

I will catch up with you though I have been wanting to

No was to the pastebin

I can say there is not one evil in the world that makes me despair

Your spiritual position depends on your core beliefs or prior assumptions

If these are bad all is blackpilled

After all you will die and I will die

So what means anything

The blackpill will be right until things change. And nothing ever changes.

Suffering is the meaning. The gods hate us and want us to suffer. They torture us in each incarnation.

The nature of things does not change but that does not mean change doesnt happen

Everything is despair. Everything is misery. Creation is a crime against the created.