Not for me.

just make a huge batch somewhere isolated

it'll probably go off during manufacture anyway

And again. I can't do that.

make ten kilos of it

Too cowardly. I need someone to actually come help me in person.

it's hardware store stuff

You can make a fertilizer bomb

You have to push me off the bridge for me

that'll remove your brain very quickly

I have a recipe for you if you are interested

@Hagel Nope. I can't make one of those. I'd fail.

But please, don't kill anyone else when you do it

And of course, no money.

It's very simple

Can you bake a loaf of bread? Then you can do this

Nope.

Every Effort Always Fails.

draw rule34 muhammad tentacle porn and mail it to a mosque

And of course, Cowardice.

with an addressed envelope

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ Nope. I can't draw.

And you forget. Cowardice.

doesn;t have to be good

I actually need someone to come and help me in person.

Doesn't matter.

You're not getting it.

I can't take the action by myself. I need someone to help me do it so that I don't chicken out and so that Fate doesn't fuck me over and arrange circumstances so that it fails.

Do you understand what I'm telling you?

just do it

@☯Ultra Supreme Elder Lord☯ I can't.

try and eventually you'll succeed

Nope. It never worked before. Why would that ever change?

one day you won't fail to pull the trigger

I'm too cowardly to pull the trigger.

one day the russian roulette game will hit the jackpot

What about that did you not understand?

You're not listening to me.

I can't do it myself. I'm too cowardly. My mother guilts me into staying alive.

I have no money to buy a gun or anything else.

I have to have someone come help me in person.