I have a religion that I believe is literally true

you do, I meant WPWW

you're a bro

I didn't use to call it a religion

even if you did something I hated I would still cut you a ton of slack because you were the guy doing it

but it is

I basically do not understand anything except loyalty anymore

I feel really conflicted about mormonism

because literally everyone is against mormons and mormonism, but the mormons themselves are slowly deteriorating into cucks

Ok

what I said could be interpreted as me being in favour of things I don't believe in

so I want to be all "no fuck you, I'm fighting for the cause" but then the mormons are like "maybe let's ordain black people"

that's why I thought you meant me

And I am paganish

"maybe let's stop teaching that polygamy is something good that we would do if we could"

"maybe let's stop talking about brigham young entirely, and bury his writings"

Mormonism is its own thing

regardless of how poorly or well Mormons live up to it

A doctrine can never be judged by its followers. It actually can't

it's just bizarre to me how the walls close in constantly from every side

if they are poor, then they will fail to live up to it

I don't know if that's unique to my life or if everyone feels it

Poor people being drawn to it can be a bad sign

But when it's good, it's good

There's a Mohammedan porn actress

my country is falling apart, my race is falling apart, my religion is also falling apart

Islam is not pro porn, lol

The walls are closing in

things are collapsing

The fire may be snuffed out forever

so it's not just me going slowly insane, it's legit?

There's a genuine risk for humanity failing and never recovering

I mean I always keep that in the back of my head, the thought that perhaps the things I am thinking are just insanity or something

for a dark abyss of ignorance and stupidity and ugliness

with people who couldn't even understand ancient knowledge even if they had it

all because we could not find it in ourselves to forcibly sterilize the below average

it's not even that inhumane

It's inhumane not to do it

because they breed out of control and then it's back to tribes killing each other to survive

we sterilize cats and dogs because of it

when the bubble bursts