but you probably want to channel sexual shit into something rewarding

how can i meditate

to change it?

google yoga techniques or something

how are they gonna help me?

just go walking in the park

id tell you to get professional help but its usually trash anyway

be the change you want to see

you should find a way to stop watching porn too

i take sometimes walks in park but dosen't change anything

this isnt something that will be helped by discussing with us

i have watched porn 3 weeks ago

so please reflect on it in private

at least with Zeph it's not some arbitrary black and white personal issue

hmmmmmmmm

i reflect on it in private

i am disgusted at myself

but can't change anything

ok cool <:trumpbump:624684186342653953> i wish you luck

Well don't ruminate so much

You should learn to love yourself man, all I can say

when you value yourself you don't want to do certain things anymore

love will not fix crack

i need to be perfect

sorry that's not going to happen

no one currently on this planet is perfect

honestly who cares if you like fat girls, like fat girls

and its unhealthy to put yourself at that level. I know, I tried. It will make you defeat yourself and give up

unfortunatelly i am very conservative

not all fat girls are liberal

in romania they are feminazies\

hating romanian culture

not 100% of them

they are in short supply\

well then you better make yourself an attractive bachelor for them

shouldnt be too hard, fat girls get fewer normal suitors

how can i look beautifull if i look like a jew from a nazi propaganda poster

yikes dude

besides not being as edgy

try caring about your appearance more

i try