I shot a frog with it, I felt like shit after I did

my buddy and his whole family were dems and I reppilled the fuck out of him

Im afraid of my own anger tbh. When I get pissed I kinda black out and don't even remember what happened

thats fair

not every one should own a gun

my family is an irish catholic, chicago cop/military family. I grew up around guns and shit, there was no way I turned out a lefty

Well i've considered owning one but because of that and my depression, Figured it's best I dont. I do however own a american flag knife with the declaration of Independence engraved into it, For protection

and @PrehistoricPepe I've redpilled my family besides my liberal brother, only because he hangs out a lot with my liberal cousin

my theory on depression, is that if some one feels like they are not providing any value, it just feeds back on itself in a positive feedback loop

its hard to get out of

You are spot on my friend

People who dont have it dont understand it. Once you're in that loop, You're stuck in it. Best treatment is to get out, Talk to other people

yes

add value to your community

volenteering is a good idea

I signed up to volunteer for my county's elections

heck even getting a job at fastfood and building a savings

nice!

good job

Hell yeah. I've been applying for jobs but nobody will hire me as of yet. I do have a plan b option if it doesnt work out though, I'll go into the caregiver program for my mom, she's disable and was a military vet

disabled*

it took me 9 months to get my first job at tacobell

I got out of my depression that I never thought Id get rid of by getting outside, exercising, eating right, reading. Just making myself a better person overall really helped

i worked my ass off to pay my way through college

yeah getting that first job can be a daunting task

I haven't had depression in months because I've been getting out more and talking to more people like you guys

fast food is the best first job

any one that is too picky to work fast food should get the rope

There is a Carl's Jr near me that I'm thinking about applying for

do it

build a savings

then go to a CC

GETO was probably the biggest factor in me actually starting to exercise and lose weight and get back to reading and generally improivng myself. Hearing X thing that I did was degenerate all day long really helped me realize some shit

start laying the ground work for your future self

also, you will do a bad job

I was picky and avoided fast food for my first job but only because I much prefer manual labor. First job was cleaning and moving gear cases for trains all day for 10 an hour

how you handel getting that advice will help you grow

huh, that sounds fun

i love trains

with fastfood, it will be hard work, but it sets a good stardard on how to work well

at least where i worke