@Kaladin Here is another guy on Youtube who does videos about racy topics such as this: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC9SL3BtH21c8EGeZnw0WTXw

You could just watch without donating?

He mostly just posts articles and reads them back to you but he hits on stuff that is solid. It's not "opinion" pieces or anything. He just happens to dig up things that I honestly would never find.

It is free. Donations aren't required--by definition--to watch the content. Thousands of people receive payment on Youtube....I don't understand what the concern is.

He is. He is also merciful and gracious to sinners who are full of rebellion and wickedness. The trouble is that we try to think about God in human terms and he is far greater than that. Our limited minds then demand things from God that do not make sense. That is why we are told to have faith and believe. Trusting in God means being obedient and the fruits of our faith are the real proof that He is for us, even when we are against Him in our hearts.

The world is not bad. Humans are sinful and choose that which causes them pain because they rebel against the law of God in their hearts and actions. The programming has a "formula" and we cannot change the outcomes of wrong behavior.