Plenty of enemies

No money saved

Haven't even paid off my car

No my peers are working consistently cause they aren't pathetic and mentally ill

I want to destroy the world

I want retribution

I've been emasculated

Humiliated

I had 1,200 2 months ago

Bought a gun

Started with my mom and sister

Bringing all these black thugs in the house

Letting me smoke and drink everyday

Making me insecure

And afraid

Couldn't feel safe in my own home

Dropped out of school to get high all day

Im a good driver

I got my GED

And had a job at 17

Then my black friend scammed me and took all my money from my bank account

Obviously

I let people walk all over me

Actually here you can wear a trump hat and not get beat up

Once some black lady rear ended me

I had a deep discussion with a black friend yesterday about trump and the bible

God won't heal me though

I can't let go

My mind is fucked

I am not even me anymore

It's from people putting me down and bullying me

A knight?

Well I did let them

And now it's too late

Yeah now that I'm broken and weak I'll go face the world

They've completely incapacitated me

It's too late for that

My self esteem has already been destroyed

And my life is just a mess

Adventure like what

I've gone jetskiing

I don't even like to do anything but get high play videogames and jack off

But that doesn't make me happy

Just distracts me

I can't work though

I can't face society

Being sober doesn't work either

Can I even call myself a man

Why do you care so much about my car

I don't even own it yey

It's in ok condition

What road trip?

I'm not following

Idk what you're talking about

What do you mean adventure

Oh

My uncle is a general contractor

I already work for him sometimes

When I can pull myself out of bed

Here's a deck we just painted

And we put up a chain link fence and light fixtures

And I cleaned the gutters

Im not comfortable around people

No tattoos

Or record

What do you mean

Im a good worker but not reliable cause I can't get motivated to get out of bed

Rub shoulders with some powerful military men? Sounds good

I don't party like that

I just take drugs to function

But I'd probably get bullied

When sober I can't do shit

I've been sober for months and nothing got better

I have terrible social anxiety cause of my self esteem

So no one takes me serious or respects me

Tried that

It doesn't get easier

Yeah Ill just be an autistic feminine coward that can't talk to people

What would my role be japeth

I'd like to go down south to work on a job it's too cold up here

Drive what

A pickup?

No

Why would you need me to drive my car

Transport tools or what

Drive to the job site?

With the tools or the crew?

You'll pay me just to drive out there?

I can do it next week

But your not giving me the details

Quarantine?

Who's gonna know if you leave

How about just you me my cousin and one other guy from your crew?

How much longer you got?

So next week then?

What state are we going to

@Japheth will you let me drive for sure?