lol had to share this

fuckin mood

oh yeah the mental hospital stuff yep

know that feel famalam

tbh it helped me put a lot into perspective to see people worse than I was

it was also nice to not feel anything for a couple months

IDK what they gave me but gimme some more of that shit nigga

ye I feel that bear...I really do....my fam disowned me and even now I'm clean 8 years just gone the day after paddys day and have a son and my own business they still wont talk to me

its the worst...beat me up....throw me in jail....make me homeless....but being fucked over by your own family

is the worst

yeah I think enough sadposting for now

on with the usual programming of cummies, racism, twitter and video games

we all gonna make it

just gotta push on through and give no fucks....or at least as few as we can afford to give

seriously though half the problems and barriers are in our own head

I learned it really late on in life.....but yeah its easier said than done sadly..but its definitely what you wanna be working on

when you have no fucks to give and focus on yourself and people you love everything else falls into place

you stop worrying about superficial bullshit and just become thankfull for a roof over your head, a full belly, a computer, some internet and some friends

we aint gonna make it on twitter dot com anyways

how long before we all jump ship and my only virtual cope is fucking ruined

fuck

thats depressing

its been decided!

I am founding a cult/compound/enclave dick girl harem in coastal oregon

we will live off the land and only contact the outside world to red pill people on the JQ

well I mean if they insist on behaving like animals...which they do then yes

there are always outliers but they can fuck off and make their own shithole outside of mine

this is acceptable in the ethnostate

lmfaoo

Thank you for the very apt correction

I'll make Eris make it just so shes wrong

lol

pewple

love how we went from sadposting to trapnostate to feet posting

fuckin nightmare before christmas tshirt

my nigger

goodnight fam

@Deleted User as soon as possible

imagine walking on to some private land on the coast and some tranny in overalls with a shotgun comes up to you and says "looks like we found ourselves a fuckin normie"

IDK why it hasnt happened already

all we need to do is find some farm getting foreclosed on buy it....get it kitted out get some crops going.....sell what we dont need to pay for utilities and shit we cant grow

and lmfao yeah the other day with the soda

its okay tho I'll carry them

it'll be fine

we'll be armed to the teeth

nobody will fuck with a ranch full of estrogen filled cock crazy trannies with guns

@Anti Corona Virus Suit Ragathor knows wussup

I'd leave it up to the occupants of the ranch but I'd certainly appreciate it

A nigga has gotta nut just sayin

OH this fucking faggot who stole my old facebook page brand LOGOS and all for his social media pages

see the channel logo I fucking made that 3 goddamn years ago

the alt kek brand I created that

I dont care the nigga has fuck all following its just funny he keeps popping up

Oh yeah dude and when I called him out on it he tried to act like he tried to contact me and blah blah

I'm like dude whatever the fuck take the 2016 memes and do whatever the fuck if you cant have an original thought then have at it

lol

idk if anyone remembers the fb meme page donald trump thinks your waifu is shit

but that was me....we had like 50k at one point before we got zucced

we came back as alt kek then yeeted at 27k

and I moved to twitter

fuck facebook

its gay af on there even in a private group their algorythm will flag words like tranny or nigger or faggot

at least on twitter you have to be reported by a human instead of an algorythm

I use it for marketplace only on an account with a fake name because im a huge nerd who collects old television sets for retro gaming

all my IRL friends use discord

no need for fb tbh

Yeah and its all arranged via imessage groups

or telegram groups

the real feel

last time I saw my friends was in LA last month RIP me I fucking left milk in my fridge over christmas in my apartment

and when I got there

fucking disgusting I almost vomited

my problem was I went back to the UK for christmas with my son

normally I clear out my fridge in LA before leaving because I leave for months at a time

but this one fucking time....man I had to wear a tshirt around my face to clean it out

7 years old now last december

Thats a very good question...you are aware that when you have children you dont suddenly stop having interests or being a shitlord

you dont suddenly become a robot with no interests

me and my old lady are separated anyway why you think I'm back home in LA most of the time

I visit my son in the UK

I'm a bachelor again praise be to allah

oh dude I could be 50 years old I dont fuckin care I'll still be being a cunt on the internet and doing goofy shit

I'm 31 now

I can hardly believe it....30 was a shock but fine.....31 was more difficult.....it made me realize only 9 more years until I'm 40 and it knocked the wind outta me

I had my son at......24.....2011 I was born in 1988 I think thats right I'm too tired to calculate

ripperoo

oh shit

fuckin F man big F

I'm so sorry bruhh

reminds me of some of the boys I went to school with back in Ireland

IDK if any of you are old enough to remember the Christian Brothers child abuse scandal

but I went to one of those schools and they really did some nasty shit to those lads

I was lucky just got a beating nothing worse than was allowed by law back then but yeah.

They took a while to recover but they eventually did and a lot of them have families now

so dont give up hope

^this always

it hurts them for life

thats what these sick cunts dont understand...can never understand

I already got a head start on that in my 20s mate

should be golden now you fuck em up big fella

theres gotta be a reason

I remember when I took salvia I experienced the feeling of going through a machine....not just going through but being part of

I wasnt a person anymore....I was just....the machine this big long conveyor belt apparatus

just total loss of self

yeah it was nuts it was like some HR Geiger shit

I can see the detail in my mind to this day

I was in there part of this machine

for what felt like years

but was only 5-6 minutes IRL

this was like 50x extract right through a bong big boy hit held in

this knocked me the fuck out

all I know is shrooms, LSD, DMT and maybe Salvia are definite life changers people should approach with caution and knowledge

its definitely the recommended path of entry into psychedelics

dont do it alone
only with people who are experienced with it and have taken it themselves who will look after you and not try to fuck with you or freak you out TRUSTWORTHY people only to tripsit you

and read erowid back to front and side to side to make sure you know what you're getting into

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_fuIMye31Gw listening to this

my first time was in amsterdam I set a day aside for it and did them alone in a hotel room

i had a good time played my own music used their shitty internet to type to friends when I was able to type

ate them in apricot yogurt just chopped fresh mexicana cubencis

afterwards during the comedown

I had this massive rush of really good feel good energy

it was like coke...it was like me looking in the mirror smiling at myself smoking and just laughing

but it was cleaner it felt more natural that feel good buzz lasted all fucking week

it was like fuck yea we're all gonna make it

I legit couldnt taste them

it was awesome

I dont think I've ever felt better than I did that day smiling at myself in that mirror smoking and listening to music during that comedown

yeah I can see that happening

this is what happens when you dont have someone to talk to you

not really an edibles guy if I'm gonna trip balls I'd rather do it on actual good psychedelics and not ingesting weed so hard I can barely move

actually scratch that

I will have small amounts of edibles to catch a buzz if I dont feel like smoking or vaping

I've ingested a lot of cannabis via edibles over the years from some of the best dispensaries in LA and I've never gotten more than couch locked or in bed for 12 hours off a high dose

doesnt really effect me like that.

cool that it works for you tho it could be a nice thing....shrooms and lsd etc they arent suited for regular use

cannabis is and it'd be nice to be able to trip balls like that from just weed

in my younger days I remember having some wild really vivid closed eye hallucinations from smoking weed as well as mild auditory ones

but thats as close as I've ever been to tripping on weed

same thing happened to my friend Andy.....we were at megacon down in florida and he fucking just yeets an entire brownie down his throat wanting to try it and everyone in the room just looked at each other like YIKES