so that will be fun

It's to troll american converts I know that are all, "MUH 4th Political Theory!11!!!!"

long story

loooooong story

yes

long story short

In the Orthodox community

as far as converts are concerned

you get a bunch of them that really embody an anti-western sentiment

which makes sense considering they're all rootless cosmopilitan middle class assholes anyways

some take it very, VERY far

example, one guy I know who was white power, is now a, "reactionary orthodox monarchist in the Black Hundreds" vein

even though he has never stepped foot in russia

and he lives in the south

and is like italian and some shit

but he swears up and down the 4PT is the shit, and that Fascism is eveil and satanic even though he used to be a hardcore skinhead organizer

in fact he goes on and on so much about his new found anti-fascism in light of monarchism a lot of people he and I know

are either

1. becoming Fascists or

2. Going back to fascism

his priest who is an american convert

likes to say how spiritually in tune Russians are

and how Eastern Europe is an Orthodox Candy Land

>Alcoholism
>Heroin
>Human trafficking
>Domestic violence

And RUssia has the highest abortion rates in Europe

a lot of people I know at my Church feel the same way "muh easternismsmsnZDf?"

"Muh slavophilia"

it's one thing to go through that when you first convert

converts are always zealouse

but you have to fucking grow out of it eventually

so now, I'm basically stalking up on Adidas stuff (which I liked before I became Orthodox)

stocking*

And I'm going to be like, "Hey, since we're eastern we all have to wear Adidas, come one, ya'll aint being good trans-gopniks"

If easterners wanna be all eastern and shit fine

let them

but with converts

its fucking annoying

so now me and a friend are hardcore studying Western Orthodox Traditions

we actually are starting to get pissed off at the Eastern Orthodox church

the only reason we aint leaving is because there are no traditional old rite catholics anymore

the few that are, are still pro-LGBT

plus it's hard to leave a church if you have to put effort into joining it

so our idea is

stay in Church for communion

and to be part of the body of christ

BUT

explore and internalize Western Orthodox Tradition

be in the Eastern Orthodox Church but not OF it

fuck I'm gonna put adidas stripes on my fucking car

I will never get Esoteric Hiterlism, no offense

I will

just need the auto tape

I love Orthodoxy

I really do

but there needs to be room for Western Rite orthodoxy

and converts need to quit pretending they're fucking romanian, russian, slavshit whatever

that's cool and all I'll pray for ya

but right now, i'm fixing to go RWTS on normie ortho fags

who LARP as russians

yes, when I get the time too

also

i went to a serb church for pascha

60% serb, rest american

I told myself at the begining, "almost all these serbs will pull out something adidas related when the service is over"

lo and behold they did

Eastern Europeans are walking stereotypes

SERBIA STRONK

you ever worry that YOU are becoming the meme you post?

A m i w e a r i n g a d i d a s o r i s i t w e a r i n g m e ( m e )

THEY FUCKING ARE

EH? what is the H?

I'm not leaving my faith, but I'm interested in EH out of pure curiosity

I'm ok

Starting school next week

scared af

aint been in a classroom setting since I was 17

also starting to piece together JQuery

so hopefully in a year I'll be where I need to be to make side cash as a front end developer

What is the basic premise of EH?

what were yous tudying?

thats what I'm doing, vocational for PC repair

What specifically about Hitler's worldview rings with the Golden Age?

wow

This aint as crackpot as I always assumed it was I'll give ya that

alright slow down, I'm still going through this

no no, that is understandable, I'm getting the basic gist of it

honestly, now that I'm reading this thread it really isn't to far from what I personally have felt about AH like my entire life

If anything I feel this thread is helping actually verbalize my attitude towards National Socialism and AH

""It is to remember the man who gave our race purpose, who gave it a goal. A final, ultimate objective to be reached by any and all means. He showed us who our enemies are, ripping the wool from our eyes and laying before us the entire horrible reality. Some face it, others do not. Others cannot believe it - and who can blame them? To know that our reality is as it is, is to endure a terrible misery which only the most hardy individuals can endure. There is no respite, no break, no “vacation”. Only the permanence of a globe-spanning race war, which has endured all things and remains active above all things.

So, with esoteric Hitlerism, comes the reverence of Adolf Hitler. Not the “godification” of the Führer, but merely, a deep acknowledgement of his place in history, belief in his spirit and the prophecy that he gave us: My spirit will rise from the grave. One day people will see that I was right.’ ""

ok I think I can get behind this to an extant

I may not jump in that deep with EH unless its relevant to another project, but who knows? If anything I'm getting a deep peace of mind, and I think I finally figured out when I can't, "quit" the movement or anything and why this has always been a obsession of mine

You learn the laws of nature, you try to ignore what you've learned or forget about it, it's like trying to unlearn that the sun rises in the East and sets in the West

That's how it was for me

I basically just wanted to quit caring and not try to get involved

and I didn't

but in that whole 5 years

I was constantly lurking forums, sites, etc

constantly reading anything and everything I could find on Hitler and Fascism

specifically Hitler

I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America