like i had never been treated that way before and im 30 .

i've never been held in the ER for 16 hours then given FAKE test results,

like they were actually not right.

the reason why i dont have a mental breakdown, cause i immediately knew it's not

i mean shit, they are TELLING ME TO HAVE ONE.

lol

if that isn't a sign that it's an external party i dont know what else is. what the hell would voices instruct somebody to have a mental breakdown

i've thought it's the government, i've thought it's a rich bigot who got his hands on covert technology,

i've thought it's aliens

i dont' care, i just know that it's malicious and an attack against me

i'm not sure that the WHY really matters that much, but sometimes i think about it.

it's like my career is going up, financially im more successful, i just have a mental breakdown when im feeling happy? nah

i don't believe it

i'm still relatively happy just...i can't say this stuff to everybody

yeah, because they think my sexuality and gender identity makes me disgusting,

that im not wanted in society and i need to off myself because nobody wants me here

is what has been said

i'm trans and black .

and they've said that nobody cares about me so i need to be nice and commit suicide,

among other sick stuff

im a pervert, disgusting, etc

there is no way i would think this stuff on my own lol

yep. they tell me to smoke pot too,

cause you know that is what black LGBT people do

nope,

i never have until now

i seriously haven't. that's how i knew it was bullshit too

it sounds like a 1960s bigot script

that ive never even heard before

it's bullshit

it's because im successful and i used my money

to protect myself from that

and now they want to drive me crazy so i eliminate myself or off myself

whomever it is

@Irish to my face? not really

tbh

well maybe you really need them @Máchi Dóxa

not everything is the result of having a mental breakdown

they also send people into chatrooms to trick other people into not believing me

by referencing things i may be talking about

or encouraging me to do bad things like smoke pot

too

i don't know what the hell it is, but it's bullshit

smoke makes your mind vulnerable to bad energies

i have done it, but not much. like enough to relax but not get high. i'm glad i took that path now.

i'm atheist.

yeah they tell me to find god and stop being true to myself

because it's a sin

which is their opinion we'll see what really happens when i die

i dont believe in god, i really dont now after encountering whatever it is

i think it's more likely to be aliens than god

no

it's not

you don't know what my opinion is, i don't know who you are

you're just text on a screen incapable of knowing my true feelings

no, i'm saying that you don't

know it

i know what my opinion is

i'm atheist i just told you

i think you need to lay off the pot a little. try it.

i do smoke essential oils! 😛

i'm inhaling ginger, spikenard, and helichyrusm

i dont think it gets me high...it might just be a placebo lol

look, you can get stoned 24/7 if you want, i feel like it opens up some portal i don't need opened

cbd makes me feel crappy.

well, inhaling ginger does make me believe i know what someone else's opinion is @Irish, so nope!

*does not make me

yeah i am atheist, i dont believe in God

i didnt say i didnt believe in other stuff

atheist just means the person doesn't believe in a deity like god or allah

i dont know what it is for sure, there is no way for me to know

all i know is it's freaking bad

lol

that's all i really need to know....

and i should ignore it

how do you know im a guy

i didnt say my gender.

why would you assume gender based off of text?

that's awful odd. it's like your some type of robot or something,

assuming things you actually don't know.

welp, i'm off to enjoy life now

i didn't tell you what gender i was...you don't know whether i'm a man or woman @Irish

not sure if i really NEED to tell you...

as this is just tet.

*text

who's making a scene? text has no feelings....

well, i've definitely never met any "elites" lol

ttyl

hello

hmmm.

why would the government made up stories about space?

what would be the justification

i'm just saying what would the reasoning be for why the public is told that we've gone into space when we haven't.

i mean i don't see any evidence that space doesn't exist.

but i'd be open to seeing it

does anyone believe in aliens?

what kinds of aliens @booshibonton

i haven't either, i've just had strange supernatural things happen lately.

geez, there are so many to count.

i started hearing voices 2 months ago and one of them claimed they were the government, then i had strange things start happening in front of me like weird coincidences,