its not worth it

it doesnt work

i could probably sue the doc that gave it to me

Did you use it?

hey umm i no this is unrelated but what's that push to talk thingy?

know*

It could have different effects for different people and if its still used for treatment it must have some credibility

all reports on the brace say it doesnt work

i used it too

Ok well ill see myself

and my current doc was like: what idiot gave this to you

a huge waste of $500

dont fucking bother

that doc that gave it to me didn't like me anyway

just wanted me to suffer

@Husky what a ass

What doc did you go to

i dont remember his name tbh

but his office was in a bad part of town

I go to the childrens hospital in my area

@Husky well whoever he was he's a prick mind my language

my current doc works with a childs hospital in Philly

I don't even have a doctor

and hes greatttt

i love my current doc

my mom went anti-doctor, anti-vax

it's horrible.

sorry to hear that

that awful 😦

I have faith in people that have good facilities and really take care of kids with cancer and such

she stopped taking her meds and replaced them with herbal supplements

dont bother with the brace especially with an 18 degree curve

the brace was designed for those with a minor curve

and won't let me get therapy or medical care

18 is a minor curve, ?

I attempted suicide and wasn't hospitalized

18 isnt

a minor curve is like what i have now

im so fucking sorry to hear that

Its considered a minor curve everywhere, over 20 requires a brace

I tried overdosing but it came back up

😢

Below 20 is a minor curve

i must have been considered severe since my curve was on top and bottom

i was bent like a question mark

Yeah mine is only on one spot

That might be why

i wouldnt bother with the brace either way

i trust my current doc

Ill see stuff and check out sources

my doc was pissed

dont you overdose on me or ill overdose your corpse with my semen

when he found out i was forced to use a brace

more harm than good

it was so fucking painful to use it

And finally get to those back exercises...

jesus christ @Ogrogeddon

thats fucked man

its my version of hobo that tries to talk away girl from suicide

where he asks her to have sex with him before she jumps, like if she doesnt cares about her life anymore

and when she refused he said "then ill wait for you down there baby"

i talked a friend out of suicide once

stayed up till 6am to do it

well thats great of you

made sure he texted me the next morning to let me know he was alive

😹 @Ogrogeddon jeesh

Woah

I live because i am already alive

I've had to talk people out of suicide but I've never been talked out of it myself

I just don't tell anyone :)))))

😦

I was born with no sense of self as a baby and here i am now

Why not

@Deleted User same

I don't like being a burden

Yeah

@starry-eyed-spacecat#6728 if you need to talk im here

Pass away with no one knowing you were ever there

I've flown under the radar basically my whole life

I mean naturally not suicide

make sure to write in your last will about me dismembering your corpse and feeding it to my 3 dogs then

Ok

half the time my own family forgets where I am 😹

Sure, i dont need that shit when im dead

@the neighborhood eboy honey if you need someone to talk to im always around c:

Paying respects is for the living

althrough i would prefer you being alive while this happening tbh

thanks guys @Husky @Deleted User

Ok ill go when im 90 yeah

freakin sadist

Depression is a hard battle to fight

its no proplem in all honesty

researching alive body of a human would be fun

I have depression anxiety PTSD and I fit 9/9 traits for borderline personality disorder :))

I find a fear of dying more troublesome personally

Because its unavoidable

all mental illnesses that go hand in hand

my sister has bpd so i know about it

For myself, not talking for others

i wish i could help you with death