cant force myself to do it

driving forklift is _fun_, sysadmin has you either bored out of your fkn mind of scrambling to fix the broken shit

but I just can't motivate myself for the actual course <:hyperthonk:327934332545007617>

driving forklift feels like playing initial d

i would be happy driving a race car

>not having crippling depression and stuck in the same rut longer than you should be

but i'm stuck doing shitty programming

Uni is not gateway to success

@Kaytee irl? https://youtu.be/rLUjjin4g5k

it is if you're an umotivated piece of shit

wholesomeness is key to success

Im only scraping in the papers now

who needs a little kick in the ass

may also go into industrial maintenance instead though, sounds more fun than enginerding

too bad i got a cock

Try being in prison

plus i have experience specialised in relevant systems to all the industrial maintenance jobs in my area

And coming out

>doing drugs

Thatll be motivational

i would kill myself if i were to go to prison

All you boys complaining about boring studies

that's a stupid waste of time

I know hundreds who would take your place instantly

@Julian nah i wish the one i drive had crab steering

it's just got rear steering, which is still super satisfying

maybe i should free my place

Doing drugs is not recommended

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m2c0yKk1o4M more like this

I'd probably have more fun in hospital again

like I did during the summer

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Work or?

or what ????

Or being in the hospital

dont OD again @transience

studies vs hospital vs prison

hospital seems like the easy choice

Studies

@Shrimpf I was hospital patient for a week <:autism:327926282639769610>

do what you really want to do!

travel!

uh

what do normies do

What for?

they drink and party

and uh

somehow have money for all of that

hm

Normies dont drink and party

I had an allergic reaction to some nettles in the woods

but csg is insistent on it being chink tea

Damn son

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What were you prescribed

T.Med dropout

looks like vitamins

pictures taken before disaster

had injections and drips of adrenaline and anti-inflammatory steroids on the way there

and was on drip for a couple of days

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Antihists?

Jesus Christ

some piriton too, I think

Were you shitting out your lungs?

I actually felt fine except for the itching

antihistamines?

Roids were a bit much then

Unless you had pain

hello diphenhydramine my friend

and apparently, my oxygen saturation was 60-70% but I didn't notice

tfw nearly died :apustaja:

What's the normal saturation?

90% and over

Fuck dude

Could have been dead

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70 is brain cutoff

holy kek

60 is "holy fuck save this man" mode

95 is normal oxygen

no wonder he is a little weird

80 starts to compromise organs, especially the brain

Imagine 60

might have been a misreading though, I'm not sure

Otherwise you dodged death

the nurse was just like "does this look right" "isnt that oxygen saturation a bit low" "hmmm"

5 lower and you'd lose consciousness probably

And then die

imagine wannacry hit a week earlier.
briton murdered by north korean hackers

Damn dude

yup, wannacry hit about two weeks after I got out

If it really is 60 that would not be normal

and the hospital I stayed at happened to be hit

People actually die from that

and the ambulance staff was like 🤔

I feel a bit dumb right now, but I'm REALLY SAD. And I can't tell if it's the autism or the diabetes that's making me shake.

Did Korea really do Wanna?