ikr? Tn

fear and loathing in las vagas that movie where Depp consumes adrenocrome right there in the movie as his pal explains what it is, that is horrifying

movies are not fiction

when i first saw the movie, that was back almost 15 years ago , i had no clue what adrenocrome was, it went right over my head at that time

How about the guys in Justified? I just started watching that again.

i havent heard of it

I can't name anyone in it...

It's a Amazon series. Cops and robbers.

Seen a couple of episodes....local corruption theme but with fed ?marshal?

Both

i never put two and two together until about 2 years ago , before that I was reseraching about the illuminati and came across Fritz Springmeier where he talked about the Grand Mother of Darkness and the sick evil practice of torturing full term pregnant women to death and puncturing the base of their neck to extract glandular secretions that was performed at a castle in Belgium , and it wasn't until years later when the sudden broadcasting of adrenocrome came out that i finally put things together

Do you ever wish that you'd never known any of this?

at times yes, but i have had nightmares since age 3 , and there was that scratching beneath the surface that would not stop that drove me into research as i got older

i just knew something wasn't right and wanted to know , i thought once i would find truth and logic i would be more at peace , welp the anxiety is still there

I understand. It' bothers me that I've been attracted to the dark side. I wonder why?

I've been attracted.

ah sorry i cannot relate to that, i am not attracted to dark things, what i was drawn to was wanting truth

Guess it started with Alfred Hitchcock!!

It's not that I'm attracted...I just want to know about it.

i can understand that people are curious

And that bothers me. Kind of like the rubber neckers.

are we at risk when we do not know, or are we at more risk knowing

Good question. I guess I've become much more aware of good and evil and that draws me closer to the Lord.

well true, and what i did discover is it confirmed the bible even more by discovering how wicked and evil truly is and why the judgement is as harsh as is it

What good has it done me to know about Epstein?

to know about epstein is to understand what evils we are up against and why things are the way they are

but on the other hand once the information is in your brain cells , there is no getting rid of it

Yeah, knowing definitely has made a difference in my Bible reading.

it trully messes with one's mind and peace of mind

now imagine you write the check every time you pay a tax.

i cannot imagine the horrors many children had suffered before their death, i look at God helplessly going wow why didn't you empower me to rescue them

the horrific behavior is paid for by us.....at every level. That is why we need to know what is going on.

exactly Groot, doesn't that just make you want to puke

Yes it does. Reading the chans really got to me. I did some deep diving and had to get away from it.

yes groot and tn

What our taxes go for has truly had an effect on me!!!

i at times step away to get my mind on something uplifting but i always find self back on it again

yes Tn

The evil

the gull and nerve of those evil doers to even think of just evils and worse yet they act out on it AND WORSE THAN THAT they enjoy it and get addicted to it, i am like wow , i am speechless

And your benevolent donations ...what about all the non-profit people have been trained to donate to over the years...

Yep. Disgusting

Better to help people face to face.

oh definately groot, i have stopped donations entirely, if i see a need in my community, i will buy the items and drop it off , i refuse to give money out anymore

Me too @Zyrenn

That's it @TnFarmGal benevolence in your community...know where it is going so people can be held accountable.

There are some homeless .folks here that I help

if someone needs gas , i will fill their tank up, or if someone needs food, i will buy them groceries and leave it at their door step , or if they need coats etc i will buy a store gift card that can only be used at that store

never again will i send money to any charity or organization, NEVER ever

Churches also need to re-engage at the community level....provide for there community 1st and foremost. The exception would be when natural disaster strikes....

im kind of jealous of earlier generations and the lives they had back before electricity and machines

yes Groot!

Perhaps the evil that has been unveiled has led me to something better. Can't exactly put it into words.

ah Tn

knowing the truth is vital

Oh @Zyrenn I have always wished that I had lived a long, long time ago.

Tn, they ate REAL food

@TnFarmGal u recognize what is important.

The key is how to keep the evil truth in perspective. How to walk away from it and find peace.

and truly if evil doers were caught in the act, it was common that the people would immediately take action right on the spot , that kept the community strong and safe and put the right kind of fear in evil doer's hearts

Yep

today, they corrupted the law so much on purpose to protect themselves from justice

oh, swift justice. You mean don't wait 2 years for a trial that gets settled the day before on a plea deal.

exactly, and imo there should not be plea deals, they should be used as a public example

...or truth in sentencing you get 3 years in jail but get out in 9 months....

we all were taught to look for some low live creeps all messed up looking, we were never told that majority of evil doers are in nice suits and in high level professions

That's right.

bad behavior is not only encouraged it is hardly ever punished.

How did we get to this point?

oh, the evil doers are known to have some of the best manners and seemingly genuine and kind

creeps are in all walks of life...no exceptions

Tn , your guess is as good as mine, who knows

i think it could be mainly greed that was the key element to how advanced evil has become

I guess it is the evil that we didn't know existed to the level that it does.

@TnFarmGal by not paying attention (w/ help of media/tv/hollywood/etc) and not learning how to hold people accountable.

it still blows my mind tho, here everyone started out as a pure perfect infant wanting love and giving love to grow up and be some wicked evil monster

learned behavior

i dunno, in some cases that is true Groot, but in other cases not that at all

Mind blowing

My head was buried in the sand for so many years.

what on earth , how is it that someone finds it to be gratifying and fun to torture another living being , i would not be able to live with myself , i am just like you guys where i just cannot understand it

You know what I really dislike about it all, is telling someone else about it who doesn't know.

omg yes

they look at us like we are from mars

Even if they do accept it, I still feel bad.

not to get too graphic but that movie Hostel 1 and Hostel 2 , was not a fiction horror story but a reinactment that actually did happen

I believe you. Glad I've never seen it!

where wealthy privledged people would buy their unknowning victims online and the victims would get kidnapped and be tortured to death , the evil doers who bought them are required to murdered their victims when done or they do not leave alive

yeah, try to be delicate on some of these issues.....that's why we have this drip drip drip of information coming out from say Q. if you learn it for yourself you know it, rather than just being told like the news feeds you....in one ear out the other.

I could use some Q about now!!

same

i can only hope they get back online ASAP

I'm hungry for some Q too. WE need a Q.. Q&A.

Sometimes I still wonder if Q is real or if we've been the victim of a terrible ruse.

i had no idea how vital Q would be back when it all started

when it comes back it will be fortified.

i thought for the longest that Q was just a phase that people would move on from

I pray to God that it's real.

people are learning to think for themselves. Q is teaching we are learning. yeah its a bit of pysop but in a good way.

i wish all chat sites were as peaceful as this one is