i was coming down from a mild THC high this morning going into my college's financial aid department

i started running around in class 😅

like I went into those offices wearing my MAGA hat

shit

i cant imagine taking stims that mess up your sleep must feel bad

and like... I just couldn't escape all these intrusive thoughts making me feel bad about myself

i used emoji

i think of suicide every day

whats the best way to tell your doctor (serious advice)

no need to imo

yeah

ill just kms

if u can logically justify suicide its fine

whats the best way hmm

gun?

helium tank

nah

lol

get into a tied plastic bag, get drunk, fall asleep, die

whats the point of living lol

yeah i was thinking u could fill a bathtub, tie your feet to the shower curtain rod, then chug a liquor bottle

the fuck

lmao

damn ive always wanted to do that

oh

its a project between my friend

its his pi 3

i ordered my own

if the pi 4 comes out when i get my pi 3

.

i really need to start doing some projects

oh

im majoring in compsci

cool

im graduating compsci this august

o

college must be filled with snowflakes

not in compsci classes as bad

just a bunch quiet people

o

i get pretty annoyed by the college environment a lot

really want to finish asap and gtfaway from here

im smart

i would too

https://www.rabb.it/Alsultan1 raid this shit

sand nigger propaganda

im not facechcekcing the link

eyyyy

that image

ye

1 sec

i think i'm gonna be alright

does anyone else here get seasonal depression?

live

thats it

i dont know if its seasonal but i get depression

periodically

same

sometimes i get extremely depressed

idk

could be my meds

nigger doctor prescribing me shit

bro if i were u

id get off the jew drugs

and only take the vyvanse

yes

i keep telling my doc

hes only increasing this med

just dont take what he gives u then

lol gud luck with the withdrawal

its a really bad med

stim withdrawal is really fucking bad

i cant just stop it

i was on psychotropics most of my life from ages 6 to 18

it can give me heart problems

shit like Tenex, Equetro, Invega, Metformin, Risperdal for a lil bit

you have to wean yourself off

intuniv sucks

fucking psychiatrists prescribing me all kinds of shit

same

its all a fucking hackjob

because my neurological conditions gave me serious behavior problems as a kid

the constipation i get from my meds

i was a fucking zombie

theres no studies confirming psychiatric drugs have long term benefits to patients

They haven't been invented long enough

one time an autistic child flipped me a long time ago

he almost tried to stab me

>my dumbass friend thinks my mental state has been deteriorating over time

i was bullied in grade 3 for no reason

he's not my friend anymore

then in grade 4 hell broke lose

o

i was a bad kid in grade 4

from anger

it's always anger, isn't it

of what happened in grade 3

bullied for fucking nothing

"oh my child is prone to outbursts and gets angry in class"