Exilarch

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2017-03-02 17:05:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

I continually improved while everyone else got continually worse

2017-03-02 17:05:31 UTC [Realism #general]  

My wife

2017-03-02 17:06:15 UTC [Realism #general]  

Basically I just noticed one day that people were crass idiots

2017-03-02 17:06:53 UTC [Realism #general]  

They watch fantasy about people who are smart and beautiful and fit who do not drink or swear or sleep around, but never think to become that way

2017-03-02 17:07:10 UTC [Realism #general]  

I didn't dress different, I tried to at least look normal

2017-03-02 17:07:52 UTC [Realism #general]  

I was outspoken and would hold my ground when I first got alienated, but as time went on I gave up and just got quieter

2017-03-02 17:08:19 UTC [Realism #general]  

Chasing money

2017-03-02 17:09:10 UTC [Realism #general]  

They look neat and cute like they want a gay man to date them

2017-03-02 17:09:34 UTC [Realism #general]  

Not entirely but I think those classes started it

2017-03-02 17:09:54 UTC [Realism #general]  

They have a strict dress code

2017-03-02 17:10:07 UTC [Realism #general]  

No, they opened my eyes

2017-03-02 17:10:45 UTC [Realism #general]  

How most retards would ostracize or attack you for nearly nothing

2017-03-02 17:11:43 UTC [Realism #general]  

I guess a better way would be to say I stuck up for myself as I was, but later just tried to hide it

2017-03-02 17:12:00 UTC [Realism #general]  

Like Lisa simpson hiding in her room

2017-03-02 17:12:32 UTC [Realism #general]  

What age

2017-03-02 17:13:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

I made friends with a few kids going through it too, one was a super nerd and the other was a super influential sociopath

2017-03-02 17:13:53 UTC [Realism #general]  

Yeah

2017-03-02 17:14:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

That didn't happen unto later though

2017-03-02 17:14:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

As a kid it was just gangs and books

2017-03-02 17:14:24 UTC [Realism #general]  

Games

2017-03-02 17:14:33 UTC [Realism #general]  

Yeah

2017-03-02 17:14:47 UTC [Realism #general]  

I had sega

2017-03-02 17:15:35 UTC [Realism #general]  

I wasn't a total shut in though, I played a few sports casually, did a little skateboarding, played guitar

2017-03-02 17:15:51 UTC [Realism #general]  

There was evidence I was a nerd retard but also that I wasn't

2017-03-02 17:16:40 UTC [Realism #general]  

No, I just left

2017-03-02 17:17:04 UTC [Realism #general]  

I was more of a loner

2017-03-02 17:17:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

I had a few friends and we would go wander and not eat with others

2017-03-02 17:19:00 UTC [Realism #general]  

That literally never worked on me

2017-03-02 17:19:29 UTC [Realism #general]  

Me and my few friends just never even saw ourselves as part of society

2017-03-02 17:19:46 UTC [Realism #general]  

We just never even attempted to fit

2017-03-02 17:21:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

I grew up to be a weird hippie monk as you know, the nerd kid grew up to draw gay DBZ shota porn and write accompanying fan fiction, the psycho married a gook and got money from his family

2017-03-02 17:21:41 UTC [Realism #general]  

No, I met him when I was in undergrad

2017-03-02 17:22:17 UTC [Realism #general]  

All our friends are some variant of that

2017-03-02 17:22:31 UTC [Realism #general]  

Yeah

2017-03-02 17:22:56 UTC [Realism #general]  

We know a guy who is a huge chinaboo who went to train Kung fu with some taoist monks

2017-03-02 17:23:10 UTC [Realism #general]  

Out in the backwoods of China somewhere

2017-03-02 17:23:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

Why

2017-03-02 17:23:42 UTC [Realism #general]  

Normal people gave me plenty of reason to hate them

2017-03-02 17:24:10 UTC [Realism #general]  

And once I no longer cared about them socially and just loved Slattery

2017-03-02 17:24:23 UTC [Realism #general]  

Lived separately

2017-03-02 17:24:30 UTC [Realism #general]  

Fucking tablet toy

2017-03-02 17:25:29 UTC [Realism #general]  

But once I no longer had to deal with them I started noticing how ruined our environment is and how it is all due to retards breeding and buying stuff and manufacturing

2017-03-02 17:25:47 UTC [Realism #general]  

Now I hate them even if I don't have to deal with them

2017-03-02 17:26:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

To be honest becoming a doctor is a whole new alienating experience

2017-03-02 17:27:18 UTC [Realism #general]  

Now I am at the white coat table, which is essentially where all the nerds from childhood at out their childhood cool kid fantasies

2017-03-02 17:27:44 UTC [Realism #general]  

It is a level of dysfunction you have to see to believe

2017-03-02 17:28:41 UTC [Realism #general]  

Imagine 100 nerds competing to see who can kiss the teacher's ass hardest, then imagine being on a team of the top ten. That is my daily life

2017-03-02 17:29:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

You mean when I quit lol

2017-03-02 17:30:38 UTC [Realism #general]  

$$$

2017-03-02 17:30:55 UTC [Realism #general]  

You see I was pushed to do school from the start

2017-03-02 17:31:27 UTC [Realism #general]  

And indoctrinated with the idea that school was my way out of being stuck with retards and also out of poverty

2017-03-02 17:31:51 UTC [Realism #general]  

So I went off and got a fancy degree on student loans

2017-03-02 17:32:01 UTC [Realism #general]  

Then the economy collapsed and I had debt and no job

2017-03-02 17:32:09 UTC [Realism #general]  

So it was my only way out

2017-03-02 17:32:25 UTC [Realism #general]  

If I started over today I would just weld or drive a truck

2017-03-02 17:37:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

Yeah I am lol

2017-03-02 17:37:18 UTC [Realism #general]  

That chronology is right

2017-03-02 17:37:20 UTC [Realism #general]  

Both

2017-03-02 17:46:47 UTC [Realism #general]  

Managers should be lateral thinkers and multitaskers

2017-03-02 17:47:20 UTC [Realism #general]  

Our idiot society casks that a problem and makes them think linearly for years before they can do what they are good at

2017-03-02 17:47:30 UTC [Realism #general]  

There is no too much

2017-03-02 17:47:37 UTC [Realism #general]  

That is called being white

2017-03-02 17:47:55 UTC [Realism #general]  

If you are entirely white you are entirely a lateral tinker

2017-03-02 17:48:18 UTC [Realism #general]  

It's true and it's why you can't understand me

2017-03-02 17:48:31 UTC [Realism #general]  

Only Nordic people can think like me

2017-03-02 17:49:01 UTC [Realism #general]  

Linear thinking even gooks and pocket calculators

2017-03-02 17:49:04 UTC [Realism #general]  

Can do

2017-03-02 17:49:35 UTC [Realism #general]  

Varg uses a similar thought process, so does prozak, they just drew different conclusions

2017-03-02 17:50:04 UTC [Realism #general]  

That is not what lateral thinking is

2017-03-02 17:50:33 UTC [Realism #general]  

Noticing a relation between two unrelated disciplines

2017-03-02 17:51:08 UTC [Realism #general]  

Of course, you cannot see any

2017-03-02 17:51:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

It is your neurology

2017-03-02 17:51:32 UTC [Realism #general]  

That is reality denial

2017-03-02 17:52:16 UTC [Realism #general]  

No it isn't but you are dalit racial varna so I don't expect you to get it

2017-03-02 17:52:30 UTC [Realism #general]  

It's true though

2017-03-02 17:52:59 UTC [Realism #general]  

In this discussion you are a mouse arguing with a giraffe about what it's like to pick through leaves in tall trees

2017-03-02 17:53:50 UTC [Realism #general]  

You do not know what it's like to do what I am talking about because I have a giant aryan brain and you don't

2017-03-02 17:53:59 UTC [Realism #general]  

Quadriplegic lecture on gymnastics

2017-03-02 17:54:37 UTC [Realism #general]  

I contest it

2017-03-02 17:56:01 UTC [Realism #general]  

You are arguing beyond your knowledge

2017-03-02 17:56:09 UTC [Realism #general]  

That is morally bad

2017-03-02 17:57:21 UTC [Realism #general]  

What evidence is there that you are smarter

2017-03-02 17:57:41 UTC [Realism #general]  

You are less precise and less intellectually rigorous

2017-03-02 17:58:16 UTC [Realism #general]  

You leave premises unchecked

2017-03-02 18:21:17 UTC [Realism #general]  

Good

2017-03-02 18:21:50 UTC [Realism #general]  

If the world shut down, billions of dalits would die

2017-03-02 18:23:30 UTC [Realism #general]  

If they are brown, the person is a sensor

2017-03-02 18:24:10 UTC [Realism #general]  

See this is why I deny you are smarter than me, you waste brain power on little kid shit like typology

2017-03-02 18:24:39 UTC [Realism #general]  

You are a doctor, why not use real psychiatry or neurology?

2017-03-02 18:25:20 UTC [Realism #general]  

It is the truth, not only is typology silly but you are even in a position to know better

2017-03-02 18:25:37 UTC [Realism #general]  

No but he was definitely a retard

2017-03-02 18:26:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

MBTI is what you use if you can't actually be bothered to study minds in detail

2017-03-02 18:28:33 UTC [Realism #general]  

Typology this crude is, much like astrology, more useful as a sort of Rorschach test without the tested being aware

2017-03-02 18:29:36 UTC [Realism #general]  

Fallot thinks I can't be smart because I am blunt, how silly

2017-03-02 18:29:59 UTC [Realism #general]  

Never be straightforward or you am the dumb

2017-03-02 18:30:05 UTC [Realism #general]  

Probably

2017-03-02 18:30:48 UTC [Realism #general]  

What even is your IQ

2017-03-02 18:31:17 UTC [Realism #general]  

Then how can you even make a quantitative assertion

2017-03-02 18:31:29 UTC [Realism #general]  

That's what I mean when I say you are imprecise

2017-03-02 18:32:04 UTC [Realism #general]  

I thought you were overly precise to the point of autism

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