Exilarch
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I continually improved while everyone else got continually worse
Basically I just noticed one day that people were crass idiots
They watch fantasy about people who are smart and beautiful and fit who do not drink or swear or sleep around, but never think to become that way
I didn't dress different, I tried to at least look normal
I was outspoken and would hold my ground when I first got alienated, but as time went on I gave up and just got quieter
They look neat and cute like they want a gay man to date them
Not entirely but I think those classes started it
How most retards would ostracize or attack you for nearly nothing
I guess a better way would be to say I stuck up for myself as I was, but later just tried to hide it
I made friends with a few kids going through it too, one was a super nerd and the other was a super influential sociopath
I wasn't a total shut in though, I played a few sports casually, did a little skateboarding, played guitar
There was evidence I was a nerd retard but also that I wasn't
I had a few friends and we would go wander and not eat with others
Me and my few friends just never even saw ourselves as part of society
I grew up to be a weird hippie monk as you know, the nerd kid grew up to draw gay DBZ shota porn and write accompanying fan fiction, the psycho married a gook and got money from his family
We know a guy who is a huge chinaboo who went to train Kung fu with some taoist monks
Normal people gave me plenty of reason to hate them
And once I no longer cared about them socially and just loved Slattery
But once I no longer had to deal with them I started noticing how ruined our environment is and how it is all due to retards breeding and buying stuff and manufacturing
Now I hate them even if I don't have to deal with them
To be honest becoming a doctor is a whole new alienating experience
Now I am at the white coat table, which is essentially where all the nerds from childhood at out their childhood cool kid fantasies
It is a level of dysfunction you have to see to believe
Imagine 100 nerds competing to see who can kiss the teacher's ass hardest, then imagine being on a team of the top ten. That is my daily life
You see I was pushed to do school from the start
And indoctrinated with the idea that school was my way out of being stuck with retards and also out of poverty
So I went off and got a fancy degree on student loans
Then the economy collapsed and I had debt and no job
If I started over today I would just weld or drive a truck
Managers should be lateral thinkers and multitaskers
Our idiot society casks that a problem and makes them think linearly for years before they can do what they are good at
If you are entirely white you are entirely a lateral tinker
Linear thinking even gooks and pocket calculators
Varg uses a similar thought process, so does prozak, they just drew different conclusions
Noticing a relation between two unrelated disciplines
No it isn't but you are dalit racial varna so I don't expect you to get it
In this discussion you are a mouse arguing with a giraffe about what it's like to pick through leaves in tall trees
You do not know what it's like to do what I am talking about because I have a giant aryan brain and you don't
You are less precise and less intellectually rigorous
If the world shut down, billions of dalits would die
See this is why I deny you are smarter than me, you waste brain power on little kid shit like typology
You are a doctor, why not use real psychiatry or neurology?
It is the truth, not only is typology silly but you are even in a position to know better
MBTI is what you use if you can't actually be bothered to study minds in detail
Typology this crude is, much like astrology, more useful as a sort of Rorschach test without the tested being aware
Fallot thinks I can't be smart because I am blunt, how silly
Then how can you even make a quantitative assertion
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