i still talk to my middle school friends

i don't live in that area anymore though

i justify my lack of friends as me being focused on academics

at least im doing ok in that regard

i haven't been to a doctor that isn't a dentist in 6, almost 7, years

my diet consists almost entirely out of arizona, water, and sandwiches with nothing but cheese and some ham

i eat solely out of boredom

whenever i have shit going on, i forget to eat

but i typically don't

oh yeah

and frozen pizzas

Yikes™

no need to be insecure over fucking vocabulary out of all things

i see nothing wrong with any of these other than incel

incel is a pretty shit term tbh

not essentially

i relatively feel like a normie becuase i actually went to prom *with a date*

she even offered to pay for my ticket

that said, prom was p boring

i mostly just chilled

we sipped a few monster before we went

that was probably the main source of entertainment

but that's it

i got physically sick at prom from the music

literally

that was also the only person ive been asked out

and i still don't know why

because by that point I already moved away

i fucking took a bus to my old place which was 3h away

i don't regret it but it was somewhat unusual

the general lesson learned is that you can have more fun from just fucking around than doing actual normie shit

for some reason we still went to afterprom but i think we said a total of 10 words to each other at the thing

🤔

yeah i don't understand normie events

but it wasn't too bad

free food, free shit

🤔

was that ironic

ah

makes sense

just fucking around

im pretty open to such normie events but

i typically found the less normie shit that usually happens before it to be more interesting than the actual events

i hit up my old friend's place before i went and we played smash

that was also fun

more fun than "dancing" at prom

never got into melee and i'm too broke for a switch so i could get into ultimate

very

i tried just so that I wouldn't completely let the girl that I went with down

but honestly it was a pointless attempt

i actually tried to resist physical pain just to stay there

eventually gave up

again, like i said

that was 3h away from where i lived

i literally drove back to my old school

just for the thing

it was overall fairly chill and an alright experience but the prom itself wasn't worth it

enjoyed all of the things i did not expect to do and did not enjoy all of the things i expected to do

somewhere in midatlantic

?

what do you mean

specifically in regards to what

that's a somewhat vague question

pretty much the same as anywhere else in US

uhh

yeah more or less

though the area i live in now is not that bad

so it's mostly either generic middle class white families

with standard normie shit

or mexican/central american immigrants

meh

the latter group is actually fairly calm

other than the fact that they tend to drive really fucking poorly

🤔

i honestly don't give a shit what others listen to

anyway im gonna go sleep now

nice talking to you guys