So I'm in college, and I'm majoring in things I enjoy learning about but don't want to/can't have that career.

No, I'm east coast.

I didn't choose to major in them.

I've known for a while I can't be in one of them though. The other is one i shouldn't be in because of circumstances and I honestly would just hate it.

Not really.

Out of all the careers I've been presented with a remote chance of going into, writing seems to be the most appealing.

I don't really have a choice when it comes to what I do in college, I was going to ask if I should drop out and try to get out of the place I'm in.

And writing doesn't seem like a career I can do full time because I'm not very consistent about my writing. I can have a good six months and then the next I won't even be able to write a school paper without mentally frying myself.

I'd have to go into something else while writing

Probably not. Writing itself can't sustain me though.

I don't even really like writing. Most of the time it feels like a waste or just something worthless.

Thank you for the advice, I suppose.

I might have started another project guys, oops.

I do writing in a lot more forms than just books. And I accidentally started another one of those projects.

Finished writing the basic stuff for it and created a handful of characters. I have to do scripts and then I can get to making it.

I haven't decided if I'm going to make it into a game or do like a video series for it, or possibly something else. But it's a story following a handful of characters doing various things that effect each other in not great ways with ominous stuff going on in the background and stuff. I haven't planned everything yet so it's not the best concept as of late.

It's connected to something else I've done.

Sorry for disappearing again.

What were they about?

Oh are we talking about sexualities?

That's rad. ^^

Well I mean there are different kinds of attraction.

You can find people aesthetically pleasing.

That would be "cute".

But you can call people who you aren't romantically attractive to cute?

Pansexuality is when you don't really care about someone's gender, you can be attracted to them and it won't matter.

You can be bi and like trans people?

Yeah I was thinking that.

Pansexuality means you don't care about a person's genitals to like them. That includes intersex folks.

Oh gosh I just had a terrible thought.

You guys don't actually know the thing about me. And I'm willing to bet a lot of you will get very angry if you did.

I'm going to just uh. Go for a little while.

I guess I can tell you guys if you want to know. Afterward I'm going to disappear for a while though, because I really don't want to have to defend myself right now.

I'm one of those crazy radical people who isn't male or female. Not one of those "there are 7 million genders" people, but one of those people that are nonbinary.
I know a good portion of this community if not all is really against that so uh. I'm going to just kind of disappear for a while.

Hello.

I remember the feeling of dread when accidentally ruining a vhs tape.

Oh boy are we talking about eating disorders.

There's a difference between a feeding tube and a IV my dude.

Yeah I'm really not down for this kind of conversation. I'll see you guys later.

I figured it would be better than just disappearing. But thanks I guess.

You sure are inferring a lot.

Seeya later.

Good evening.

How are you? I don't tend to talk here much, sorry about that.

Not terribly well, but it's the same as always so I guess it's okay.

Anything interesting happen today?

That sounds fun. What's it like to be high?

I'm kind of jealous now. >.>

That sounds nice.

What is a "toke?"

Oh I see.

Sometimes I wish I could get high. People always make it sound so great.

I was never fond of drinking either. The flavors are just not appealing.

That looks cool.

I can imagine. I'm just worried of doing any.

I'm not too sure about what just happened. Sounds fun though.

Oof.

Oh.

...what is happening.

That sure is a yikes.

Wow this group got toxic. I don't even think I want to correct you guys.