I was serious, psilocybin with a good trip sitter and an open mind, helped me get through A lot of my bigger issues mentally

what do you do?

I'm a writer

ahh I can see that actually. Your empathy gave it away

and your name too

same

I have really nothing to hide

True. That's only taught in some social situations for the lesson but there is nothing wrong with being open.

I write horror/fantasy/romance

I am working on my masterpiece.

this will be the best work I've in so far written

It is. This won't be just one book

it will be at least three for this beast

If I can make myself feel so strongly about the character and pull the feels out of myself- a person who does tend to shut off their emotions- then I know it's good. I try to look at my own writing as though I didn't write it. Best way for me to read with unbiased eyes.

Yeah, I can do it. Writing is the only talent and love I have left that I can STILL do.

and I know I do it well- I know I have a great story in me- and it's finally coming out. It's very exciting for me.

The world I am creating is massive. I would refer to G R Martin- the guy who wrote Game of Thrones- he only writes when it comes to him, he doesn't force it. So he takes years to get an amazing story out. He doesn't force it. I am unfortunately the same way. I cannot force inspiration nor follow a model and run books out at a speedy pace.

So this project will be at least a decade

ohh it is.

dauntingly so

but it screams at me to create it

oh no, confront you bullies. Either out smart them or out maneuver them. Any way to get out of the situation without anyone getting seriously injured.

I'm glad you agree bc that is how I'll be teaching my progeny lol.

and also, it's better to solve your own problems. Bullies are our first introduction to how cruel humanity can be- so better than always running to an adult once you're a certain age- also the bully might not be in a governed setting like a school. So teaching your children how to maneuver throughout different parts of humanity make them more stable and more successful minded.

and when they fail they learn hopefully lol

before the internet that's how it was

that makes me sound old lol

but it's true

IKR!!

that is when you get an adult.

you must learn how to solve your own problems but adults must also be vigilant

that is what elders are for

they are not their to solve all your problems but they are there when you need help

there*

Oh, Dying light, DMC franchise, Resident Evil Franchise, Fatal frame franchise (they need to do remakes of that one. So good.) A lot of horror and fantasy.

I am a prolific gamer

yeah those were bad teachers.

damnt!

yeah my thing got delated

I triggered the damn bot

In short, I was taught to fight back and outmaneuver them. Basically outsmart them. I took down a guy 3 times my size and 3 years older than me. I'm 4'11 now- so then I was 4 or under that and weighed nothing. This boy called my fried a stupid n****r with malicious intent. He was standing right in front of his bike. I knew if I rushed him, I could use his weight and size against him. My dad had taught me how to punch right. He did exactly as I predicted. I rushed him, make him trip over his bike, landing on his back. His legs got tangled in the bike and he was helpless. I gave him two black eyes and a fat lip.

friend*

I grew up poor so I had to learn to fight back

I didn't like bullies

only if they hurt someone else.

thank you my dear

I did. It was just not the word- it was the INTENT behind it

the look of utter disgust when he said those words to her made her cry

context always matters kid

you don't even know what the book is about you little shit

I kicked a older white boys ass for literally being a racist

@Everyone's Mother I was picked on because I was poor and didn't have the coolest clothes. Jr. high I figured out that people are mostly talk and if you act as if they don't exist if they don't like you- and you DON'T give a fuck about them unless they show some humanity or connection to you. IDGAF rule has been with me since. I was really popular in HS tho.

only losers say that

oh why?

oo that sounds fun.

HAHAHA

I wonder if he's old enough to be on here. Where is his parents?

my hubby built mine! In the 90's you married a man that can fix you car. In this era you marry a man that can fix and build your computer.

hhehe nice

dude, same

the kids are out in force today- be wary

@Blaundee ❤️

If anyone cares lol, my total weight loss insofar is 50lbs. I have 35 to go 😄

@xXNobleCXx thanks my dude!

HA goo girl!!

thanks!

lose weight for your health- the look is just a bonus. That's my best advice.

@Blaundee ❤️ I saw hearts so I sent one too to show my luff! Happy to be on de list :D!

that's you're problem my dude

your*

Squeeks= Couch

My 18 year old pixie Bob Buddy

My Twittie. She passed in Dec 2015 at 19 years old.

My wee 4 year old Lily.

https://tenor.com/view/laugh-dead-corpse-dead-body-gif-12032412

aww the wee troll wants attention.

@The Librarian @Syenite @Hazard Pluto If I poke him, will he squeal like the PDB? He's a fluffy little bitch.

hehhehe

Will do at a later date my dude! Gn!

I'm 35

er

34 in june

I'm high sorry

I don't pay either lol- I can post in other channels

https://tenor.com/view/henry-cavill-the-witcher-geralt-gif-15850143

I want...soo much! *drools*

agreed

Yass queen!

*comes from the shadowss* boo

ello everyone. I haven't gone discord dark, I just had dental shit done and can't talk lol

Hi Sleepy luv!

right, my gums are inflammed and I think a bit o infection so I am on antibiotics. Hurts like a mother fucker

me too

❤️

oh?

it is a lovely thing. I slept until 5:20 PM today

Well I got hit with insomnia and watched anime until about 5:30AM this morning

so a solid 12 hours