He's basically asking me to read all of Siege

but that's 500 pages I'm not a fucking reader

Give me the basic gist, give me orders, then I'm on my way

At least it is a really easy read, but if you have the fire to burn down the ZOG you already have grasped a very central point.

Good attitude.

If I can give you one tip for avoiding burnout

yes

I can understand Siege, I just don't see an over arching point, I feel like if you read the first 120 pages (which is what I've done so far) you have essentially gotten the point

Build a community or get into one, network, network, network, bring national socialism into real life. This is the most vital thing. As noble as it is to redpill people alone, realtalk, we are all human beings and need support and validation.

And if you can't regularly tell how much you hate jews to real life people, it takes a toll on you

bottling up stuff aint good

thats literally what happened to me

I always felt like I was legitimately crazy

When I started to get off drugs, I would have this fire, and do shit every day, and then burn out quick, do some degen shit, feel bad for a while, be really productive, lapse, repeat.

yep

thats precisely what I have done

In essence you're larping a normie 247 if you're a closet nazi

Yeah.

wait

so I'm larping as a normie?

I'm larping

Nah man

as a normie cuck who is really a fucking nazi?

So I just need to be a NAzi since Normie life is a LARP? I'm not mad or disagreeing

I've just never heard it spelled out like this

I meant if you're an open nazi, but cannot be so in real life, you're pretty much pretending to be a normie around the clock and it's shit

yes

mind=blown

for real

putting up a persona

ok let's stop the deep talk here I have a lot to digest and think over

actually scratch that

you may not be able to answer this

but I'll throw it out there

I work with non-whites and fags

I am civil and polite, even friendly and joke around with them

does this contradict being a Fascist?

I can't risk losing my job

I have to be around non-whites, fags, and atheists

is it appropriate to keep the nazi stuff to myself in this situation?

I mean, I legitimately do not hate non-whites, but I also realize the white race is danger and the races must seperate

National Socialism doesn't mean you can't like things that aren't of immediate blood relation to you. I'm not presuming to tell you how to feel or act. I never had a need to hide my beliefs, even when I was a degenerate and constantly associated with nonwhites and other degenes

I'm willing to toe the line and say "RACE WAR NOW"

but at the end of the day, if the races were seperate

I'd be happy and content

and wouldn't want to fucking gas the nigs living a hemisphere away

do you see what I am saying?

Of course. I just had a discussion about this with Casen.

https://www.facebook.com/parrott.matt/posts/10154551405311918?comment_id=10154552029011918&comment_tracking=%7B%22tn%22%3A%22R2%22%7D

GO on

You might find this relevant.

thanks!

You know, I'm not bursting with burning race hatred. I've gotten really well along with some, even blandad with a few. Even if I don't want to smash their babies skulls on pavement, I recognize that they as a cohesive group act against white interests, have no place here, and the continuation and escalation will leader to bloodshed and misery.

Did you just want validation for not being straight out of American History X?

Pretty much

yes, I think

I learned I'm redpilled for life

I basically just wanted to movement to be ok with me not personally hating non-whites and being christian

now that is done

now I just need validation from the World Orthodox Church to be an activist

if they won't give that to me

I can go to a different jurisdiction

You have felt oppressed for your tolerant and progressive views : D?

I know a priest that was in teh National States Rights Party and called Hitler a genius

yes I did

god-damnit KU

I NEED FASCISM TO BE MY SAFE SPACE

Did you try to attempt a demo and was bullied by NSM "Hey, we don't take kindly to tolerance around here..."

honestly it literally didn't hit me till recently but the only time I've ever felt like I could be myself was around fascists/nazis/etc

😦 jeff schoepp threatened to boot party me

actually I seen how anti-Christian IM seemed to have become

and that burnt me out

You kidding me? We produce Mysterium Fasces

but after thinking about it and talking to Ben I've basically realized I was over reacting

dude this was back in 2012

You talked with him recently?

I've been talking to him for a couple months now

I went to him first before anyone else

hmm

I've actually been in contact with been for literally like 10 years

obviously the hiatus is the exception

Same since IM, you knew him before that

I guess you heard about his Finland trip and all

Got National Action flag behind me as we speak

wait he went to Finland?

I got him on FB but haven't really had time to sperg a whole lot

nice!

Nigga for like two months

When?

Shit, two years ago.

Fuck I aint heard that

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggX9IhOQHKM

Turku = Turk = Finland

Remember Murros?

We met him and crashed at his place.

http://ironmarch.org/index.php?/topic/4365-nordic-resistance-movement/&page=3#comment-107629

Ben's write up about the trip, sadly the site is banned by UK ZOG

It was 99.99% for recreation so to speak, did go to some movement stuff.

Ya'll literally crashed with Murros????????