People talked shit about me who were afraid to volunteer that night

Many people talk shit about me

They won't fight me

I am not coming

Yes 4

They wouldn't fight me or volunteer

But they talked a bunch of shit

I volunteered and got spat on, and stayed

I'm not here for me

I've never asked anyone for anything

I've invested hundreds of my own dollars and many hours

I'm going to get my life together. I'll see you again. I did not lie or flake out. I came, I didn't stick around for long, I was paranoid

Goodnifht

Sorry for not reading slowly

I should have looked harder

Someone is talking about legal stuff

I was told yesterday that I am known for flaking out last minute. I am trying to remember, if this is true, you here would know better than anyone. Please someone tell me when I have ever done such a thing

Last minute? No I have not

William who flaked out on you when you asked for help? I worked until 4am that night, got almost no sleep, and walked in the rain to meet you early in the morning, I was soaking wet and dead tired while bitch tits was drunk in bed

That's a legitimate concern

Everyone has had that thought

"not last minute" that's not flaking out then

I do not remember that, but if it's true there's one

Approximately 4 years, 10 months of membership, subtracting my absence over the last 1.5 years or so, approximately 3.5 years, with one flake, maybe.

So approximately 3.5 years of central texas activity, and we have one. Any others? Jason, Billy, and William would know best

Yes sir and I agree, however I do not deserve the flake accusation and I value my brothers opinion of me

I did not flake last night. I may be a sperg but I'm not a flake. I will see all of you soon

Wtf

So me saying I'm afraid to get doxxed means I am a flake?

I was accused of being a list last night. Who is lying though

I meant to write I was accused of being a list* not list

Damnit auto correct

You're lying right here about me Jason, why

We have investigated the rumors and found them absolutely false. I believe in a community such as this, we should know who is creating rumors and why.

Who is creating rumors? Who is spreading lies? This is a valid question. Jason I'll get off the weed when you get off the interracial porn

I wish to confront the person man to man. I won't post about it in the network chat again

I won't be attending this demo. I have a busy schedule for the next month but I will get back to my consistent activism again soon

Anytime this week works. I prefer early over late

Or irl in public

Hey Jason

You're right

You're absolutely right

I am a flake. I didn't commit as a way to weasel out without being labeled a flake

I haven't been what my duty requires

I put my income above my duties.

You're right I'm not being sarcastic. I didn't see it. I suppose I was lying to myself, is the word delusional? I can see the truth you point out and I admit I am wrong.

I feel there is a member in the org who wants me gone, an agent. I do not feel comfortable traveling that far without getting a feel for everything

I don't want to risk my ass and have no honor. It's natural

But I'm not here for me

And I have to remind myself

When a man works for free many times a week consistently and gets no/little respect, he is probably going to stop. I seeked to gain respect another way and failed

My decisions led the the gulag style death of the only thing that ever truly loved me. I lost confidence in my ability to make decisions after that, I went crazy with guilt and regret, It was really bad. My confidence is coming back, I realize my dog is with God. But I'm still a bit shaken up about it, and I no longer have my support system/family. I need help getting my life back together

I want to be active, but the timing isn't good. I know I can be great but I need to get my life together and don't know where to start

I don't know how do I'll think about it now

Ok

I got a phone case

5127621348

Yes Amazon lockers + van dwelling

Hey Paul thank you for the advice last night

Whatever time/day works best for you two

3 is perfect

I have it in my maps app, I'll be there on time

Otw now

Here

8pm?

Thank you for coming to talk with me. I will embrace the struggle I just need something to fight for to fuel me.

I have a worry I didn't think of previously. If something happens where I'm in jail for a week/month/year, what's going to happen to my van and everything I own?

I used to have family to leave my van with

I called a couple places today and they were all booked but I'll try more tomorrow. It's already Wednesday

I was thinking the same. Even though he's got the feds watching 🤣 f it

I have a warrant in that county so I'll have to drive straight there

I can I only called 20% if the ones in Austin

Ofc

Is parking at your place still an option?

Or wills

They are full and needed a reservation but I didn't call all of them

Ok

Ok

Can someone tell me where I can find the manifesto audio recording

Getting the jacket in the morning

I have everything packed. I'm thinking of flaking out

I committed before finding out all the expenses

I have many important and expensive purchases I've put off awaiting income

My life is a mess

How can I earn my trip

im already known as a flake, so it doesnt matter.. Last time I went to one of these, i risked my ass and my name was spat on, and someone took a picture of my face with no mask without my permission and sent it to his "wife".

I have decided last minute that I am not coming. I am flaking out. I will contribute locally only for now

I have decided last minute that I am not coming. I am flaking out. I will contribute locally only for now

I disagree James

I hope I can somehow not get kicked out

I have not been able to do anything for myself since my father broke his neck. I've let my life fall to a mess. I just started fixing my life after two years if complete neglect. I told myself when I got back to fix my life first and then tell you guys when it's fixed that I'm back, but I didn't wait

I meant to come when I agreed, I want to be accepted and not let anyone down

I can check rocket every day but I'm trying to not spam like I normally do

I do not remember threatening jason