oohhh impressive

if only we coudl get mroe than 10 peopel to show up to the disucssions

i'll have you all know that next month( feb) we will be reading/discussion THe Master and Margarita. one ofn the most important russian/slaciv novels eve created

i'm drunk execuse my spelling

I have read it

How come you are drunk, it has to be like 10 in the morning over there ?

it is th eorigin of "magical realism" not th dindus of south american as is often claimed

na it: 8:30 here, i started drinking at 7am b/c i had a rough night

i have manic depressive dosorder and it was really actiing up al night so i went and go some beer

mental disorder and I are old friends. but i battle them dailyusually w/o alcohol, but somtimes i have to invoke the liquid jew

I wouldn't recommend alcohol though

sigh. i onw. it is dangerouisn to ouir peopel and has created problems for germans, dutch, russian, irish alike. i wish i had another tool to deal with th eparanoia with, but i dont

😦

they give me vitamins and tell me to spend time outisde. haha liek i cn afford to do that

sometimes I think, i f anything can bring down the european it will not be islam or invasion, but iwll be alcohol

Alcohol makes depression worse especially in the morning

this is true, i cn confirm. but when you are drinking it, it mke all your problems go away. like muy disseerartation dirrector who yesterdya said "nothing about whie genocide" in you rdissertation. and i'm like... FUCK that' slike 1/3 of my disserttaion

so what to do now

dinrka a little, then think a little

how do i approach ewhite genocde without naming it"

i think i may have manic depressive disorder too

although maybe that's just because i don't workout much these days

Hard not to get depressively self-absorbed these days

Constantly wondering what's wrong, what's the point of everything and whether anything is worth it at all

Whether the problems you have are really important at all, or do you invent every struggle to give yourself purpose

nah i never get like that

i get mood swings

But the best possible approach to life, is to appraoch it as if you were a God that was banished temporarily to Earth

And you are essentially doing nothing but curiously and eagerly awaiting what kind of challenges will this earthly life put in front of you

i just imagine that life is a simulation

which i guess it could be

Struggles that you find here on earth, are not your depressive bruden, but you simply *join* them, happy to take part

in the end it matters less how you think about it vs what actual chemicals get produced in your brain

i need to start working out again

and ill be in tip top mental shape

Workout is something that's either an essential part of your life or not

@The Enlightened Shepherd It's important for me, since my shitty pancreas can't function on its own.

lol

I have been working out since like i finished my elementary school

and i have never "started woring out" or started bodybuilding before summer

I could take a week break or something for whatevr reason