My chick and I just did whirring last weekend lol

*shrooms

Depends on what part? Lol I know mainly acid base reactions and chemical extractions from plants thanks to my time spent studying

@RedDiesel95 first time or?

Bro for the life of me I do not understand quantum numbers or the SPDF bullshit

And psychs were originally my go to, but got roped into a bad crown

Crowd

For her yes for me was the second time

But I used to do acid a lot when I was like 18 19

Blotters or windowpanes? Or were you lucky enough for a vial? Lol

Mmm tans and the gels

Tabs

Ooooh

No vials tho

I’ve only heard horror stories about people spilling that shit and tripping for dayyss

Old gf of mine did a 10 strip and was lit for 4 days

Only after 1 month of my uncle's death he had a funeral

Each day I get more and more sad

Im just venting

I really cant see the good side of things

King I’m sorry for your loss, a death in the family is never easy, how’ve you been coping?

@Sir Harndes We're here for you

@Piv not well

3 months ago a cousin of mine commited suicide

@CPL Henry.L[3SFG] thanks king

Jesus, you been able to get some time to recoup recently? That’s got to have been rough with both of those happening so close

Jesus fucking christ, don't do the same please

You've got one life man, don't throw it away, there are so many people out there that love and care about you. Love and care about yourself, despite stupid mistakes we make and this retarded clown world we live in. Keep your chin up, I'm devastated to hear about your cousin.

Find the joy in little things

@Sir Harndes I'm sorry that happened. That's not easy to deal with at all, just know that were here for you

I ain't getting deep in this subject, but its not easy to find joy in little things, take care of yourself and dont throw it away. Dont want to sound like a cunt, but its easy to say that when you're feeling good and in a good position (not assuming you are, just generally speaking). Guess what? Im not. Have to wake up everyday to have to feel a tremendous amount of anxiety a sadness fucking sucks. Life is not beautiful as everyone tells me, at least not mine. If people think their life is great, I dont care, it ain't making my life better.
Same goes for suicide. "Don't kill yourself. You'll just make the life of your family and friends more difficult". Great, now I have to keep living and suffering just for the sake of others to know that im not dead.

Try to find 3 things no matter how small and tell me about them

3 things that make you happy

Sorry, I still offer my condolences and I hope you feel better, for whatever that’s worth, stay strong

You can’t boog if your dead remember that

i am a kind of tired sleep cannot fix

What's going on chief?

thats one hell of a question

Well then I expect one helluva answer

Cant help if I dont have at least a slight idea of whats up

thats a question ill probably answer another time, for now i will continue listening to music that gives me the same feeling that sleeping on a mattress without sheets does