Message from @Piv

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2020-02-28 07:25:14 UTC  

No vials tho

2020-02-28 07:26:02 UTC  

I’ve only heard horror stories about people spilling that shit and tripping for dayyss

2020-02-28 07:26:32 UTC  

Old gf of mine did a 10 strip and was lit for 4 days

2020-03-01 03:44:42 UTC  

Only after 1 month of my uncle's death he had a funeral

2020-03-01 03:45:00 UTC  

Each day I get more and more sad

2020-03-01 03:45:05 UTC  

Im just venting

2020-03-01 03:45:46 UTC  

I really cant see the good side of things

2020-03-01 08:12:39 UTC  

King I’m sorry for your loss, a death in the family is never easy, how’ve you been coping?

2020-03-01 16:43:57 UTC  

@Sir Harndes We're here for you

2020-03-01 18:31:45 UTC  

@Piv not well

2020-03-01 18:32:08 UTC  

3 months ago a cousin of mine commited suicide

2020-03-01 18:32:25 UTC  

@CPL Henry.L[3SFG] thanks king

2020-03-01 18:34:47 UTC  

Jesus, you been able to get some time to recoup recently? That’s got to have been rough with both of those happening so close

2020-03-01 18:35:56 UTC  

Jesus fucking christ, don't do the same please

2020-03-01 18:37:31 UTC  

You've got one life man, don't throw it away, there are so many people out there that love and care about you. Love and care about yourself, despite stupid mistakes we make and this retarded clown world we live in. Keep your chin up, I'm devastated to hear about your cousin.

2020-03-01 19:19:34 UTC  

Find the joy in little things

2020-03-01 19:39:25 UTC  

@Sir Harndes I'm sorry that happened. That's not easy to deal with at all, just know that were here for you

2020-03-01 19:44:42 UTC  

I ain't getting deep in this subject, but its not easy to find joy in little things, take care of yourself and dont throw it away. Dont want to sound like a cunt, but its easy to say that when you're feeling good and in a good position (not assuming you are, just generally speaking). Guess what? Im not. Have to wake up everyday to have to feel a tremendous amount of anxiety a sadness fucking sucks. Life is not beautiful as everyone tells me, at least not mine. If people think their life is great, I dont care, it ain't making my life better.
Same goes for suicide. "Don't kill yourself. You'll just make the life of your family and friends more difficult". Great, now I have to keep living and suffering just for the sake of others to know that im not dead.

2020-03-01 19:47:31 UTC  

Try to find 3 things no matter how small and tell me about them

2020-03-01 19:47:39 UTC  

3 things that make you happy

2020-03-01 20:37:13 UTC  

Sorry, I still offer my condolences and I hope you feel better, for whatever that’s worth, stay strong

2020-03-02 21:25:45 UTC  

You can’t boog if your dead remember that

2020-03-03 10:29:22 UTC  

i am a kind of tired sleep cannot fix

2020-03-03 10:29:49 UTC  

What's going on chief?

2020-03-03 10:30:00 UTC  

thats one hell of a question

2020-03-03 10:30:23 UTC  

Well then I expect one helluva answer

2020-03-03 10:30:41 UTC  

Cant help if I dont have at least a slight idea of whats up

2020-03-03 10:30:53 UTC  

thats a question ill probably answer another time, for now i will continue listening to music that gives me the same feeling that sleeping on a mattress without sheets does

2020-03-03 10:31:34 UTC  

Aight, but know you can reach out to me whenever

2020-03-03 10:31:42 UTC  

i appreciate it king

2020-03-03 10:32:59 UTC  

Anytime. Now go and do some self care if you dont have any responsibilities to get to. If you do, crush those, then take time for yourself

2020-03-04 04:25:07 UTC  

My criminal case got somewhat resolved today which was good

2020-03-04 04:25:16 UTC  

Got a sentencing hearing on the 25th

2020-03-04 04:28:11 UTC  

May I ask what your charges are?

2020-03-04 04:28:23 UTC  

you dont have to answer that

2020-03-04 04:35:05 UTC  

Lol here's a weird one for you

2020-03-04 04:39:14 UTC  

"Property: Firing Timber or Prairie Lands"

2020-03-04 04:39:30 UTC  

State of Idaho

2020-03-04 04:41:09 UTC  

Just a misdemeanor and like 60 hours of community service for me

2020-03-04 04:41:16 UTC  

If you want to know more just DM me

2020-03-04 04:41:26 UTC  

It's complicated