The fuck bro

Funerals are good for picking up chicks too tbh

I mean what

Uhh

I’m getting blamed for trashing my hotel bathroom by the people who did it.

Dumped out a bunch of sodas

Yeah, I was there, but I was scared and it went by quickly

Oof

Talking with friends makes it better

Bought a new battery for my phone

It fucking stoped working 6 hours after purchase

Damn corona people. I want my fucking money back

Can't trust the chinks

Lol

I have been fighting the worst feelings the past 2 days

I feel totally restless, constant negative thoughts, and I don't know what's going on

Only got 4 hours of sleep last night and woke up feeling totally off

Angry, lonely, anxious, and depressed

I don't know what to do

Usually I don't talk about this stuff

Anything causing them in particular king? Or you start feeling them out of the blue?

Out of the blue. It's combined with the stress of leaving school to go look for a big boy job, and being single/alone with nobody to talk about my feelings with. This feeling of unease, sadness and overall shit just popped out of the blue though

Could be dietary, I have no idea

Honestly the only thing that keeps me going and brings me up are friends that make me genuinely laugh.

Thats good bro

You have a place to go to be yourself and thats important. Lots of people dont have that

It's kind of hard to explain, but even when I'm sitting down I'm constantly having situational anxiety about where I am and I can't sit still

Idk what I'm saying

You dont have to know man just let it out

Sometimes it just needs to come out for you to make sense of it and that's what this is for

Dont be ashamed or discouraged, king. Articulating thoughts and feelings isnt an easy task, and text makes it twice as hard

You're right. I just want to feel like my normal self again. Thanks for the support. I'll check back in if I feel normal again.

My anxiety is out of control and I can't sleep

Record company finally go back, they want to start super soon and have an ass ton of requirements

So that's good but I'm anxious about the effort level

And the time

I have 3 other projects right now and two more starting soon

Pwave is launching soon

First rehearsal with my new church band was a ton of work and very taxing

Corona

People contacting me asking about my plans