Message from @Ken D. Jones Hanson

Discord ID: 511489152487784448


2018-11-12 10:33:27 UTC  

Good morning Vietnam!!!

2018-11-12 10:33:36 UTC  

Hello kind sir

2018-11-12 10:33:40 UTC  

The facade of indifference always leads to self ruin

2018-11-12 10:33:41 UTC  

gday

2018-11-12 10:33:42 UTC  

Honestly i've started being honest with myself and others and it's been a real load off of my mind

2018-11-12 10:33:49 UTC  

Hope you are having an awesome day so far

2018-11-12 10:33:51 UTC  

i tried it a few times but it always ended in some sort of mental breakdown

2018-11-12 10:33:55 UTC  

Mornin alb

2018-11-12 10:33:56 UTC  

it is ill advised

2018-11-12 10:34:04 UTC  

Keeping a mask up is just exhausting

2018-11-12 10:34:17 UTC  

it depends on how far from the truth that mask is

2018-11-12 10:34:20 UTC  
2018-11-12 10:34:33 UTC  

if its close to who you are, it can be quite hard to maintain the differences in personality

2018-11-12 10:34:39 UTC  

#1 Best Seller in Boys' Pyjama Sets

2018-11-12 10:34:47 UTC  

oh for fuck sake

2018-11-12 10:34:48 UTC  

ironically ive found masks that are the exact opposite of who I am to be the easiest to maintain publicly

2018-11-12 10:34:54 UTC  

whilst staying true to those close

2018-11-12 10:34:59 UTC  

I see

2018-11-12 10:35:08 UTC  

it sounds weird but like just stop trying

2018-11-12 10:35:10 UTC  

lol

2018-11-12 10:35:16 UTC  

So basically I should start to let my inner asshole out?

2018-11-12 10:35:17 UTC  

that's what i did and suddenly i'm fine

2018-11-12 10:35:19 UTC  

I just pretend I'm ok in public and during most interactions and then disappear from uni for 3 weeks

2018-11-12 10:35:23 UTC  
2018-11-12 10:35:31 UTC  

Would you actually wear those Bonk?

2018-11-12 10:36:02 UTC  

who wouldn't wear dem lit pjs

2018-11-12 10:36:10 UTC  

I can not afford being what I truly am

2018-11-12 10:36:16 UTC  

So I suffer in silence

2018-11-12 10:36:17 UTC  

😩

2018-11-12 10:36:17 UTC  

And everyone's like *we thought you died* and I'm like *nah I just couldn't muster up the will to get out of bed*

2018-11-12 10:36:28 UTC  

Oof

2018-11-12 10:36:33 UTC  

on the outside

2018-11-12 10:36:36 UTC  

"I just couldnt be bothered"

2018-11-12 10:36:39 UTC  

on the inside

2018-11-12 10:36:56 UTC  

fucking emos go listen to BOTDF or MCR

2018-11-12 10:36:56 UTC  

"I seriously couldnt make myself care enough to make it a reality because of self loathing"

2018-11-12 10:36:57 UTC  

ez

2018-11-12 10:37:04 UTC  

But nah who I am I feel isn't really very interesting. I try to be more than that but eh

2018-11-12 10:37:14 UTC  

@Deleted User Im not familliar with those abbreviations

2018-11-12 10:37:15 UTC  

Depression is one hell of a drug