Message from @Sodium

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2018-11-17 16:46:47 UTC  

but with elements of physical pleasure

2018-11-17 16:46:47 UTC  

There are plenty of anti epileptic medications they give for other uses. One I recall is used for bipolar disorder.

2018-11-17 16:47:12 UTC  

yeah the reason I have mine is because of my mom

2018-11-17 16:47:18 UTC  

she has lupus so she has loads of gabapentin

2018-11-17 16:47:24 UTC  

but she dosent take it so i do

2018-11-17 16:47:38 UTC  

you sure that’s healthy?

2018-11-17 16:47:45 UTC  

who cares lol

2018-11-17 16:47:54 UTC  

the alternative is me jumping in front of a train

2018-11-17 16:48:10 UTC  

some life shortening traded for quality of life is preferable to suicide

2018-11-17 16:48:22 UTC  

it's not even shortening

2018-11-17 16:48:27 UTC  

it halts the formation of new synapses in the brain

2018-11-17 16:48:36 UTC  

so it doesn't make you stupider but it prevents brain development

2018-11-17 16:49:02 UTC  

~~Holy shit that sounds awful~~ wait I thought that was the thing the medication was also dealing with for a second

2018-11-17 16:49:14 UTC  

it probably is, i don't really care

2018-11-17 16:49:27 UTC  

i have a photographic memory with the things that are important to me

2018-11-17 16:49:37 UTC  

Music, namely

2018-11-17 16:50:07 UTC  

Cool

2018-11-17 16:50:19 UTC  

with the problems you have is leaving home and getting a job and all that still possible or nah?

2018-11-17 16:50:27 UTC  

I like at everyone

2018-11-17 16:50:29 UTC  

I'm about to find out

2018-11-17 16:50:33 UTC  

I just got an interview

2018-11-17 16:50:42 UTC  

I havent had a job since I was a teen

2018-11-17 16:50:48 UTC  

I'm 21

2018-11-17 16:50:50 UTC  

Gets my neck Everytime, like a 12 yo boy

2018-11-17 16:51:01 UTC  

Well I wish you the best of luck

2018-11-17 16:51:18 UTC  

thanks, it's really scary for me but I figure I have to AT LEAST try

2018-11-17 16:51:18 UTC  

Do let us know how it goes!

2018-11-17 16:51:20 UTC  

When I hear shit like that it boggles my mind

2018-11-17 16:51:30 UTC  

Lol

2018-11-17 16:51:31 UTC  

Yeah, finding a job is the hard part

2018-11-17 16:51:33 UTC  

I’ve been working since I was 15.

2018-11-17 16:51:48 UTC  

It’s not hard to find work

2018-11-17 16:51:48 UTC  

Same

2018-11-17 16:51:55 UTC  

Still don’t really know how to find a job and I’m 19

2018-11-17 16:52:00 UTC  

Trash service pays good and has ohh shit ton of jobs

2018-11-17 16:52:02 UTC  

I was abused in school and I have a lot of trauma-related mental issues

2018-11-17 16:52:04 UTC  

where would i sortof submit a madlad?

2018-11-17 16:52:09 UTC  

So filling out forms gives me really bad panic attacks

2018-11-17 16:52:12 UTC  

i can't explain it really

2018-11-17 16:52:16 UTC  

I have no real excuse