sorry

no worries I just do drugs so it's cool

degenerate smh

Funnily enough

Gabapentin, my DOC, is anti-seizure medication

weird

ive heard of anti seizure meds being used for fun

but never understood how

Used to be misdiagnosed with epilepsy so I was taking some medication for it that actually made me more epileptic or something.
For me it mostly just manifested as one of my legs ocationaly vibrating for no reason.

it's also a nerve pain medication

It makes you feel drunk-ish

but with elements of physical pleasure

There are plenty of anti epileptic medications they give for other uses. One I recall is used for bipolar disorder.

yeah the reason I have mine is because of my mom

she has lupus so she has loads of gabapentin

but she dosent take it so i do

you sure that’s healthy?

who cares lol

the alternative is me jumping in front of a train

some life shortening traded for quality of life is preferable to suicide

it's not even shortening

it halts the formation of new synapses in the brain

so it doesn't make you stupider but it prevents brain development

~~Holy shit that sounds awful~~ wait I thought that was the thing the medication was also dealing with for a second

it probably is, i don't really care

i have a photographic memory with the things that are important to me

Music, namely

Cool

with the problems you have is leaving home and getting a job and all that still possible or nah?

I like at everyone

I'm about to find out

I just got an interview

I havent had a job since I was a teen

I'm 21

Gets my neck Everytime, like a 12 yo boy

Hol up

Well I wish you the best of luck

thanks, it's really scary for me but I figure I have to AT LEAST try

Do let us know how it goes!

When I hear shit like that it boggles my mind

Lol