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its always that way

i smoke weed everyday for the last two years of high school

it just fucking hits me, man

got like 4 hours of sleep a night

it hits me for hours

face reveal

leaves my mind this frantic, ebullient dynamo

i cant sleep anymore

because of these meds

i fell asleep in class once

yeah i got extreme anxiety sometimes cause of smoking

and the brain fog sucked

and had a night terror (a bad dream with sleepwalking)

i was coming down from a mild THC high this morning going into my college's financial aid department

i started running around in class 😅

like I went into those offices wearing my MAGA hat

shit

i cant imagine taking stims that mess up your sleep must feel bad

and like... I just couldn't escape all these intrusive thoughts making me feel bad about myself

i used emoji

i think of suicide every day

whats the best way to tell your doctor (serious advice)

no need to imo

yeah

ill just kms

if u can logically justify suicide its fine

whats the best way hmm

gun?

helium tank

nah

lol

get into a tied plastic bag, get drunk, fall asleep, die

whats the point of living lol

yeah i was thinking u could fill a bathtub, tie your feet to the shower curtain rod, then chug a liquor bottle

the fuck

lmao

damn ive always wanted to do that

oh

its a project between my friend

its his pi 3