Message from @Shattered

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2019-12-26 06:59:17 UTC  

Then you pick one that clicks to your gut, and then never look back I guess

2019-12-26 06:59:18 UTC  

@ramfrog I keep bees and sell honey

2019-12-26 06:59:28 UTC  

i talked to a ton of people about this, not a doctor tho

2019-12-26 06:59:32 UTC  

educated myself online

2019-12-26 06:59:41 UTC  

You should talk to a doctor first

2019-12-26 06:59:58 UTC  

I see, I know you dont have a ton Of money rn but talking to. Doctor might help

2019-12-26 07:00:03 UTC  

We're just Dumbos on the internet trying to make each other feel better

2019-12-26 07:00:12 UTC  

i talked to a therapist around 2 years ago, he didnt listen to me at all then ended the conversation after 45 minutes and refused to talk to me after that

2019-12-26 07:00:32 UTC  

in a way it might have been a good thing

2019-12-26 07:00:32 UTC  

Yeah but you need someone who knows a lot about hormones and the endocrine system

2019-12-26 07:00:41 UTC  

cuz i was very fanatic with the trans thing back then

2019-12-26 07:00:48 UTC  

Uh huh

2019-12-26 07:00:48 UTC  

he made me stop and reconsider - by being a cunt

2019-12-26 07:00:52 UTC  

lol

2019-12-26 07:00:55 UTC  

Oof

2019-12-26 07:01:01 UTC  

Sounds like an asshole

2019-12-26 07:01:11 UTC  

assholes helped me learn more than once

2019-12-26 07:01:20 UTC  

Fair

2019-12-26 07:01:22 UTC  

Try a different doctor who specializes maybe?

2019-12-26 07:01:31 UTC  

That’s what I’m sayin

2019-12-26 07:01:36 UTC  

well i need help for mental health anyways

2019-12-26 07:01:41 UTC  

i have a ton of issues

2019-12-26 07:01:45 UTC  

thats the weird thing

2019-12-26 07:01:49 UTC  

i know exactly whats wrong

2019-12-26 07:01:51 UTC  

True but a doctor who knows about hormones might be able to help you

2019-12-26 07:02:01 UTC  

With that aspect

2019-12-26 07:02:03 UTC  

but i dont see a way of fixing things

2019-12-26 07:02:10 UTC  

i am very very rational

2019-12-26 07:02:14 UTC  

@Syenite yum. i have a friend who does that locally, i love going over to her house lmao.

2019-12-26 07:02:14 UTC  

but my emotional side... ugh

2019-12-26 07:02:46 UTC  

Yeah but you don’t know how exactly the hormones work like an endocrinologist does

2019-12-26 07:02:54 UTC  

thats something i do know

2019-12-26 07:03:03 UTC  

@ramfrog that's awesome!

2019-12-26 07:03:17 UTC  

But like on the Level that they know

2019-12-26 07:03:36 UTC  

what details matter if i know that estrogen will kill my balls?

2019-12-26 07:03:41 UTC  

Plus they have access to more research and can connect you to other doctors

2019-12-26 07:04:01 UTC  

Why don’t you just get some sperm frozen

2019-12-26 07:04:10 UTC  

Or you want to keep your balls

2019-12-26 07:04:29 UTC  

What if you transition after you have kids?

2019-12-26 07:04:33 UTC  

cuz thats expensive, not entirely safe and it will not solve the other issue of non functional genitalia

2019-12-26 07:04:45 UTC  

transition gets less and less effective with age