i wish I didnt need to wake up so early

i dont even notice the effects of coffee until im trying to sleep and cant

listening to frank sinatra makes me want to die

christ I literally cannot imagine a more horrible life for me specifically

sure I might be in the holodomor or something

but as I am right now, spending a lifetime like this is just about as bad as I can imagine

Julie London is, in my opinion, on par with frank

tbh

but bobby darin is the best by far

durant is also top tier even tho he's nog tier

no joke, i genuinely respect your ability to churn out such excellent work considering your mental state

thanks for trying to make me feel better

it pisses me off that i am self taught

and that i could be so much better if I didnt waste time teaching myself

I wish I had teachers but they're all dead

i forgot how much i like jimmy durant

muh rule of thirds

aw coffee is awesome

you know what are awesome

white russians

i used to like those years ago

i just hardly drik at all now

maybe sip on a beer if im out somewhere

holy fuck i love jimmy durante

coffee only lasts like 1 hour for me

then im tired

its halflife is 6 hours

in your system

that is

Durante is the best

yeah i just dont react much to it

i usually just brew one cup a day

some people drink stupid amounts

Lol I used to drink at least a pot a day

I only have it when I'm about to pass out at my desk

like right now

that...is my current state. hahah

i want to take a nap but im trying to reset my sleep schedule