Message from @ɪɴꜰᴏᴍᴀsʜᴇᴅ, ɴᴇᴜᴛʀᴀʟɪᴢᴇs ᴛʜʀᴇᴀᴛ
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Here's a Capybara
Tfw you realise ypu fucked youself over somany times in highschool and jr high that you have no one else to blame but yourself for notbhaving a GF
Everyone gets a partner at different parts of their lives
Even if you didn’t get a girl in high school, that doesn’t mean more opportunities won’t arise in the future
Shut up loser
I ber ur single
😎
@ghostshark thanks fam
@Deleted User think it's best you save the edge roll for other channels just sayin
I don't want Jamal's left over roast beef. :(
@Higura I could cook for you instead..
How much money would it cost
A place to stay
And money for ingredients.
This is a fair deal
Kiss dad punch mom
Rip the discovery rover
Damn that one hurts
Anyway, yeah for today I'll probably attempt to sleep with 450. Made sure I didn't put any caffeine in my system since lunchtime. If I still have difficulty sleeping, I'll add a single 50mg but not any further. I imagine if I drink a reasonable amount of water with it, it'll help the toxic effects to dissipate more evenly through my system; as I usually just pop the drugs with a sip and call it good.
I'll let ya'll know how it goes.
Ok
Good luck fam
Oh okay, so update on my sleep bullshit.
Settled on a dosage of 400mg before bed. Less than I had previously settled on, but I drank a pretty hefty amount of water with it. Took me a little bit to fall asleep, but only managed very beinign hallucinations as compared to usual, but the inclusion of just drinking a bunch of liquid actually managed to cause me to pass out. Only woke up twice during sleep.
It's also definitely easier to deal with now that I know the exact source of my visual and audio hallucinations. I mean, it will hopefully go away, but the range of shit I see lately is crazy diverse.
Through dealing with this sort of shit, I'm even more so convinced that people who think they see ghosts and monsters, it is just a product of their mind.
At least in my experiences, I've seen at least 5 distinct 'entities'.
A patchy and hazy dogman sort of fucker who looks like that /x/ post with the dude who gets a dog muzzle sewn on to his face and just watches me when I'm not looking. Interestingly enough, while it's a non-coporeal hazy mix of indistinct shadow, it does have incredibly vivid and reflective eyes.
A wriggling Mass of tentacles that try to creep around from behind my PC monitors when I'm not focusing on the space behind my PC. It's like.. wiggling little whisps of worms, but if I attempt to focus or look at it directly, it vanishes.
There is also a frequent critter that at least appears to be crawling up my leg or squirming across my lap. Like a fat potato sized bug. A hard carapaceous shell shaped like a pinecone. This one is easier to manage because a simple wave of my hand through the imagry makes it disappear, I addition to trying bring visual focus on it.
The only one I have actual trouble with, where as the others are at least indistinct and largely formless, this figured is a solid black shape. I guess a good example of appearance would be that nigga babadook. Except entirely black, like a thick shadow. This one only bothers me because it only occurs when I'm waking in the middle of sleep due to feeling like I'm being watched. It's also the only one that has associated audio hallucinations with. Like a drowned out muddled whispering of at least 2-3 voices coming from the thing.
Usually doesn't appear if I leave a light on somewhere.
And finally, I tend to have a peripheral vision of a TV set inlaid my immediate wall to my right when not focused. It's ... Amusing, I guess?
Thankfully I don't actually see any of this shit if there's no drugs in my system, so I can imagine it'll stop if I can get it under control.