Or yeah

Paste

oh

Yeah

So my family might end up getting custody of my aunts child after some shit went down

Fuck

From what my family described she had a manic episode or something and she ended up in a car accident, she's alive but right now we have to see what happens and wether or not she's mentally stable enough to take care of a child or at least can get treatment so she can become stable

Some G-men are supposed to come over tomorrow and inspect the house and determine wether or not our house is suitable for her stay at

Jesus

Is she ok?

The car accident?

The daughters alright i belive

And yeah my aunt's okay

Car accident I'm not sure how it happened tho

Good god at least the girl's okay

Yep

Now we'll just have to see if we get custody or not

Hopefully things turn out well bud

Hope so too

But if i can be a bit personal for a bit, it's how disturbed i am over how i took the whole situation

I took this whole mess in a way that i can't describe like i jist accepted what happened immediately

No tears, no depression just sorta "guess this is something i have to deal with now" sorta way and I'm kinda disgusted with my self for it

Damn dude

Don't worry about it

It's okay to feel everything's still unreal

One of the thoughts i had after finding out about this too was "am i gonna have to cancel my plans with my friends now" my family is about to risk loosing custody of my child and I'm over here worried about whether or not imma be able to get shitfaced and watch the shitty resident evil movies

What the actual fuck is wrong with me

If you're surprised

Or / and disturbed about it

Don't think you need to worry too much about it

About not feeling how you 'should' feel

There is nothing wrong with you

Yeah

It's normal

I had the same feeling when my mother went half disabled

She couldn't move on her own without support for 4ish months

Jesus

My mom was the same way

Kidney failure followed by strokes

I was too busy working to spend time with her while she was in the hospital