Message from @Reaper

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2018-11-19 05:17:35 UTC  

But I can't help but feel like trying this out to see where it go

2018-11-19 05:17:37 UTC  

__***ABORT***__

2018-11-19 05:17:44 UTC  

MY MIND IS TELLING ME NO, BUT MY BODYYYYYYYYY

2018-11-19 05:17:44 UTC  

lol just messin

2018-11-19 05:17:55 UTC  

smash if you want but just be careful

2018-11-19 05:18:27 UTC  

@Mab Asakura There are MGTOWs who date

2018-11-19 05:18:51 UTC  

Make sure to carry your insurance policy. A voice recorder. Better the misdemeanor of recording someone without their consent than a rape or sexual harassment suit.

2018-11-19 05:18:52 UTC  

Right. I think I might dabble to get my feet wet.

2018-11-19 05:19:24 UTC  

@GingerSnaps true that. Always got my cell phone at full charge.

2018-11-19 05:19:52 UTC  

But like, I don't know if i like this chick or if it's been a while and dude's gotta nut.

2018-11-19 05:20:07 UTC  

Rub one out and then reflect

2018-11-19 05:20:17 UTC  

I did, and all systems are telling me GO GO GO GO

2018-11-19 05:20:24 UTC  

Fapping doesn't do it for me anymore fellas lol

2018-11-19 05:20:34 UTC  

NEEDS THAT INTIMACY YAH KNOWW

2018-11-19 05:20:37 UTC  

I understand

2018-11-19 05:20:47 UTC  

@Mab Asakura if you actually are focused on improving yourself and limit how much attention you give females you will pick up orbiters on the regular

2018-11-19 05:21:03 UTC  

@Mab Asakura ***just get a doll***

2018-11-19 05:21:23 UTC  

Rail&Bail

2018-11-19 05:21:27 UTC  

@Reaper good point. Ever since the last encounter totally fucked me in the head, I've been in full dgaf mode when it comes to women and instead pursuing passion projects.

2018-11-19 05:22:01 UTC  

Though, I'm afraid if I go in that path too hard, gigity, I'll end up being a prude and a socially inept man

2018-11-19 05:22:43 UTC  

@Mab Asakura just keep the mindset whether you get involved with this chick or not and it will always work out its like a base to go back to

2018-11-19 05:23:00 UTC  

Plus, I'm introverted so any attention from women is like, "is this what it's like ot be alive?"

2018-11-19 05:23:14 UTC  

Ahh gotcha, like a savepoint.

2018-11-19 05:23:29 UTC  

IF it doens't pan out, then reload the save. That's a pretty good way of thinking.

2018-11-19 05:23:38 UTC  

@Mab Asakura sounds like you have a bit of an anxiety problem. Speaking from experience

2018-11-19 05:24:01 UTC  

@ToastMcGhost A bit is an understatement lol. My fingers are all trashed with me picking it all the time.

2018-11-19 05:24:20 UTC  

DO you take medication for it?

2018-11-19 05:24:25 UTC  

Mine manifests in OCD usually

2018-11-19 05:24:33 UTC  

I take meds

2018-11-19 05:24:38 UTC  

I got some anxiety meds, but I refrain from taking any anti-depressant due to job.

2018-11-19 05:25:01 UTC  

I take the anxiety meds when it gets "too bad", but that is far and few in between.

2018-11-19 05:25:59 UTC  

Oh well i was going to say buspirone and gabapentin work wonders for me. I suffer from general anxiety disorder. What do you take benzo's?

2018-11-19 05:26:16 UTC  

It's just like, I never learned how to be a normal person with other people. I've goten beter with watching what I say and act in front of people, but it takes a while for me ot warm up to someone to be truly comfortable with them. LIke a LONG while.

2018-11-19 05:26:32 UTC  

Uh, Hydroxyzine Pamoate

2018-11-19 05:26:45 UTC  

@Mab Asakura there are some DBT terms you project like disastrophising, all-or-nothing thinking and rumination. Look into those

2018-11-19 05:26:56 UTC  

DBTs?

2018-11-19 05:26:57 UTC  

@Mab Asakura the introvert struggle is real. lol

2018-11-19 05:27:08 UTC  

DIaletical behavioral therapy

2018-11-19 05:27:10 UTC  

I feel that

2018-11-19 05:27:14 UTC  

introvert

2018-11-19 05:27:25 UTC  

Dialectical Behavioral Therapy. It's basically changing your base thoughts