They knew that

They knew she has no one like fucking no one

She can’t go to her mom her mom is sick

Her older brother carries the responsibility of her house and her stepmom with her seven half siblings so nope not him

Her dad is a lost case

Us ? Would anyone go to us ?

Irl ? Does she has any ?

They have friends and family and they have each other

Yet they act like they have no one and can’t handle anything

I cant imagine not having anyone, and ive never been a situation like that i cant imagine how i would act your cousin is strong for putting up with it for so long

why did you change your feelings about disliking her?

Cause I didn’t want her to fucking die

No one should kill themselves

No one should be so much in pain and so desperate to escape to have to do that

First like was I lie I did want her to die but not like that

I agree with you that nobody should kill themselves, my sister used to be suicidal too

and you like in the middle east so you cant get help right? for suicidal thoughts?

She could but the thing is her reputation would be in the gutter

Because many people don’t have awareness about mental illness

yes but

Think about old people or some parents when kids explain depression to them

Just

I wish I have a fucking tumblr

So I’ll send her an ask

Not an anon

An ask

“Don’t you have something to be guilty about instead of being all lovey dovey ?”

Cause I know their asses will accuse her of sending it when she’s laying in bed fighting death

I know what you mean coming from a first gen asian family, its hard to explain things like that to older people but isnt her life more important than her reputation, getting the help she needs means she might be able to survive and leave from the place she is.

And if I made a new one they’ll say it’s hers

Honey

In the Middle East your rep is more important

Yes by that i mean leave the middle east

it sounds to me that everyone despises her there

Only us

why doesnt she have friends then?

Her aunts and uncles

Because we made her this way

Anti social self loathing

Insecure

Everything that would make people avoid her like a plague