You remember that bit when George Lincoln Rockwell wrote about addiction being a spiritual syphilis and that story of the former druggie stormtrooper? That was some really deep stuff for me too

Could really sympathize

White Power it was

I was also hoping to pay my respects to Devi & Rockwell on my cross country trip but it sounds like their ashes are no longer in WI...
Another side note.
Yes, that was me my friend

I heard a great thing from Cantwell,
Drug abuse is like suicide that you get to wake up from every morning.

It speaks of a deep spiritual sickness.
Rockwell was able to do some of his best recruiting from juvenile detentions, I think I could excel in this area, reaching out to guys in corrections, that & addiction services. NS as a cure to our sickness

"The world is sick & We are the cure"

You been locked up?

It destroys everyone's sense of self-respect and worth. But you know this better than most here, people doing such imaginable abuse to themselves and others for basically nothing.

Yes sir

To numb the pain

The worst thing is that all the sick stuff you do, it doesn't feel so bad at the moment, only immediately before or after.

@Skirnir42 yes sir

Agreed

And even after you stop using drugs, it takes months for the brains to fully recover and then you just start to comprehend just how insane shit has been going down.

I avoided that (barely) XD

Once you get into the harder substances then the real addictive nature kicks in, cocaine, heroin these have a draw/pull all their own

*Jail

I've said it before, but like stabbing people for 20 euros, whoring for 15e, that shows exactly how much they value themselves. But when you're trying to get a few bucks to get just a bit of a buprenorphine pill, hey, it doesn't sound crazy at all at the moment, almost normal

That's actually it, how drugs turn your everyday life into something unimaginably chaotic.

@Kombat-Unit yes. What's really crazy is that I kept going back, after everything it had taken or that I had given it, I still went back bc I had failed to answer the most basic part of the problem, my spiritual base, what is objectively true & right? I kept finding total shit around me in this world full of plague

Yeah, opi WDs, just kill me fam

at first you're afraid you'll die, then you're afraid you won't¨

Perfectly stated.

Wishing to die bc death would be easier

I'd wish that on the jews but no one else I could immediately think of

@Skirnir42 not something I recommend doing with your time

You guys should definitely workshop helping out addicts

And same, even after I had gotten rid of the most immediate WDs and didn't use hard drugs daily anymore, I still kept sort of bouncing between druggies and nationalists

baby steps lol

@My Name Is Hate Learned from the sins of the father XD

The Jews are DEEP in the drug trade

I have to say I met a ton of gypsies, even a nog, but never a jew. We have like 2k of them, I don't think like single one earns less than 30k a year.

On international level, sure

good ole WLP spoke about it too

There I have been lucky. By nature I'm very black & white, so once I had made the "big discovery" that was it, I severed every connection I had, I was like gasoline & a torch looking for old bridges to burn

The flip side is that now I have a very solitary life

Lots of experience, no real outlet

Yes when I say Jews in drugs I mean high level

Yeah, I did know several druggie crews, some were just totally insane, you know? Every day they shoot up the amount you do in a week, constant police raids, fights, shootings, extortion, whatever. Those I cut pretty effectively early. But then there were more palatable ones and some whores. But the time between lapses grew.

Like from "wow, I've been entire week sober, amazing, time to PAR-TY" to being a month without any major problem.