Message from @cr4ck3r
Discord ID: 318674792335015936
I guess it would be easy to just be a normie, never really considered it a possibility.
I got blackpilled but it didn't stop the obsession or the day-dreaming of one day seeing EndSieg in America
Never been a normie, lol
Even before nazism
I've always filled this weird void between normies and non-normies
idk life is weird
How was your childhood and family t. Freud
Eh, parents divorced when I was very young
Not trying to dox or anything. Just saying, noticed in our fash discord, no one had a normal family life or youth
My family was chaotic.
the same year my parents divorced, my mom was diagnosed with cancer, and 9/11 happened the same year
Same, family bit fucked, none of my friends were normal either
2-3 months apart
and in there somewhere
Mom and dad fighting all the time.
I learned my great-grandpa was in the German army
and read my first history book on WWII
and the entire time I would literally just stare at pictures of Hitler and Swastikas
when my parents would fight, I'd read about Hitler
Mom going absolutely crazy upon my sister and I. Gtandfathers on blth sides were in The Army.
*Grandfathers
when my mom got breast cancer
I learned Hitler's mom died from breast cancer
Interesting.
a year later I went to school that was 40-60% non-white
seen how blacks are in big groups
and again, anytime I got picked on or whatever
Hitler
idk, my family life fell apart, 9/11 happened (which showed all of us 10 year olds the world is not hunky dory)
See, this is invaluable fascist peer support.
and I discovered Hitler during that time
so I noticed the world, girls, hitler
it all happened at once
i always told myself
"look at what hitler accomplished and he had it worse then I did, if both his parents died by the time he was 15, and he went on to nearly conquer the world, I can at least get through a divorce and losing 1 parent eventually"
WWHD
pretty much
that's what went through my 10 year old mind even though I couldn't verbalize it
Yup. Im starting to think that way.